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This journey is incredibly humbling for me.

From being wounded and not knowing which way is up and wondering whether or not i could be ALIVE or not and at the same time, finding new MEANING in my new life in this FOREIGN place.....It's been an AMAZING journey

I am a daughter, sister, dog-owner and friend.

Currently, i am learning to train my mind and body. I want to hold my body, challenge my physical ability to a level i could never imagine.

I definitely have learn to stop letting these people who do so little for me in my life but control so much of my mind, feeling and emotions.

Learning to let them go from my life is definitely one of the best achievement i ever done to myself.

Goodbye my friends.... Hope when we meet again, we are once strangers again.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Is your birthday...

Hi.....

Is your birthday..... But I guess there will be no celebration again for this year... exactly 8 years.....

8 years of no celebration....

8 years of silent wishes...

8 years of tormenting moments....

8 years of torturing memory....

That's my 8 years....

" What's yours????

How are you doing for these past 8 years????

Are you doing well??? "

Sometimes, i wish i succumb into  amnesia so i never have this unanswered thoughts....

Sometimes, i wish i never knew you, so i don't have to this silent wishes linger in my mind.....

Sometimes, i wish i never meet you so i don't have flashbacks of all the tormenting moments we had together....

Sometimes, i wish we never meet so i never have this torturing memory.....

Sometimes, i wish I'm the one who leave first......

Endless...

S. L

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