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This journey is incredibly humbling for me.

From being wounded and not knowing which way is up and wondering whether or not i could be ALIVE or not and at the same time, finding new MEANING in my new life in this FOREIGN place.....It's been an AMAZING journey

I am a daughter, sister, dog-owner and friend.

Currently, i am learning to train my mind and body. I want to hold my body, challenge my physical ability to a level i could never imagine.

I definitely have learn to stop letting these people who do so little for me in my life but control so much of my mind, feeling and emotions.

Learning to let them go from my life is definitely one of the best achievement i ever done to myself.

Goodbye my friends.... Hope when we meet again, we are once strangers again.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Dance under the rain.....

Today is a great Sunday.... a much more relax Sunday.... Didn't do much on Sunday morning... except sending my cousin and her friend to Jusco.... Watching Astro..... Suddenly, my Astro can't receive any signal..... and i had to stop my CSI Miami.....

Hmmm.... I looked outside.... it is raining...... but there is no thunder...... i get out from my couch, took my plate and glass, walked towards the sink and washed the dishes....... As i washed the dish, i glanced outside the window...... glancing..... thinking..... flash backing..... looking at the rain water dropping...... drip by drip.... like a fragile diamonds........

I remembered during my years in hostel with Ms. CL, Cik ZK, Ms AK and Ms MB....... when we studies so hard...... and our minds become blurring.....and mental becomes stressed up..... and rain started to come... we will run outside..... and DANCE UNDER THE RAIN.........

I stared so hard at the rain with my thoughts filled with memories back in college and hostel till my aunt's dog, Mimi is staring at me for long....

To tell the truth, i kinda miss college's life........ i bet anybody who is working now, or just after college life......... will miss their college's life..... cause college is a place where u can be an adult and a child at the same...... and a place where u can find your friends, ...... and a place where you can mould yourself.....

i wouldn't miss a thing of it..... and of course..... an act of my favourite moment back in college despite I'm working now..... it is worth.....

which is

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A dance under the rain.....

Although it looks stupid..... a fat blob is dancing around under the rain... smiling and screaming to herself.... i bet my neighbour is calling 999 now.....

But,the neighbour does not... this moment is a memorable moment.... she is releasing herself..... and also a childhood moment.....

Kicking the rain water alone...... looks stupid but very very nice.... it will be better if Ms. CL, Ms. ZK is around with here....

Even Mimi thinks this girl is an idiot...


Saw the two stacked chairs by the corner.....is where i use self-timer.... i just love it........ self-timer is great for people who are idiotic and crazy.....

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Stupid design in Taman Bahagia LRT station's toilet

Today i'm damm tulan cause got somebody with higher power and post instructed me to clean her ass..... damm f*ck ur own ass.....


Today i came home..... is so nice to be home sweet home after 3 weeks in Ipoh with 2 weekends doing extra time for ICU and CCU...... and also seeing my little King Kong.... and my bed.... oooo... How much i miss my home?????

So, i was on my way back from Ipoh, using Roadways bus, which served direct route from Ipoh to Shah Alam... Along the way, you can stop at Kelana Jaya LRT station......

Then, i took a train ride to Taman Bahagia LRT station, as my brother will fetch me there........ Well, of course, after a 3 hours bus ride, my nature call.... thus, i paid a visit to Taman Bahagia LRT station's wash room.........

Guess what i found..... the Putra LRT is upgrading their toilet.... by adding this rack.....

So, you can put your bag and stuffs when you are doing your business.... you know you needs those hands to do other things...... besides minding your bags.... i hate it when the toilet don't have hanger to hang my bag....

Now that the LRT is so good, they finally design something to facilitate people with lots of bags when they travel up and down like me...... that's so sweet.....

Since this toilet has this rack...... yahoo... i can be happily use both of my hand to ..... when I'm doing my business...
But they didn't realise this design cause so much discomfort to the person who uses this toilet bowl...
The rack so damm fu*cking low, till i took few minutes trying to figure out how to sit on this toilet bowl......
This rack is exactly 75cm from the sit of the toilet bowl and the bars between the rack is 65cms from the rack...... it is half of my height..... and i can't figure out how to put my obese body size below this rack, so, i can sit on this toilet bowl..... and do my business.....

In fact, i hit my head on to the rack several times during the business-making process... first, when i sit on toilet bowl...... 2nd, when i try to position myself properly, 3rd, when i'm getting up from toilet bowl... damm... i even hit my spine....

And this is making me more tulan when i'm doing my business....


CAN ANYONE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY THERE IS SUCH INNOVATION????? INNOVATION???? I THINK IS MORE LIKE STUPIDITY....

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Now, i know ur name....

Today, i'm no tulan at all..... and even met a new friend....... his name is H??????????N.... but i'm confused cause that's his car's name too......
Back in school, our teachers scared we forgot our name, they invented name tag.... to tag on our fugly uniform......
Back in work, our boss scared he forgotten our name, so he invented id tag.... so, he can easily instructed us to clean their ass....


Nowadays, someone scare he forgotten his name, so, he named his car after his name.......


i bet even his mom won't forget his name......

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Malaysian Petrol Hiked up to 40%

Today i'm damm tulan cause on the night before the petrol hike up, my petrol tank is near to empty.....

Aiyo.... my petrol is near empty..... i need oil.... i need oil.....

When i reached Mobil in Bercham, i'm stucked in the jam...... the jam of 10 metres from the petrol pump.....

DAmm.... i can't wait for tomorrow cause i'm out petrol....


I can't help but to curse Pak Lah..... for giving me this present after the election... thank goodness i make a right choice.....

But no matter what i curse, the jam will still be jam....

i waited exactly 1 hour and 18 minutes to pump RM 87.15 petrol into my van....

Moral of the story: Make sure you never near-empty your petrol.....

Heard on August will be another hike up.... Bravo Pak lah.... you need more cash to buy another condo in Australia???????

Sunday, June 1, 2008

So Happy Together

My Tulan Scale
I am slightly tulan today cause i worked non-stop for this week...Those over-worked docs out there, if you think physiotherapist is one big fat lousy pig, who only worked 5/7 a week.... and 8am to 5pm..... YOU ARE DAMM F*CKIN WRONG..... i worked 7/7 too.....

Here presenting

So Happy Together

by

The Turtles


I really like this song.... In fact, when i was young, this song was the song we used for one of my kindergarten 'persembahan' during my kindie years....... And i still remember the ugly pleated skirt i wore and i was holding big picture of mangosteen......... OMG.... flashing back of that moment..... is making me feeling embarrassing..... but thinking of it.... is rather funny too..... I'm sure everybody has this moment of memorable but embarrassing situation.....

After years of forgetting those moment of embarrassment, i heard the song again.... playing over AYAMAS advert....

Hmmm... this song can even makes this fugly chicken


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looking so delicious in AYAMAS


And then, i you-tubed this MV.... and found this...... Is really damm cute man........

First, you will see this intro....

Then you will see this stick-boy and stick-girl .... well, of course, the drawing not as "chun" as this cute girl's drawing.... but acceptable... click here to pay a visit to Bitter Stick Girl...

Sometimes, you will see good pictures...like this....


And it ends SO HAPPY TOGETHER

Here... that a glance of the video.... and sing-along.....

video

Thanks to Phoenix from Spikedhumor...... From here...