This journey is incredibly humbling for me.

From being wounded and not knowing which way is up and wondering whether or not i could be ALIVE or not and at the same time, finding new MEANING in my new life in this FOREIGN place.....It's been an AMAZING journey

I am a daughter, sister, dog-owner and friend.

Currently, i am learning to train my mind and body. I want to hold my body, challenge my physical ability to a level i could never imagine.

I definitely have learn to stop letting these people who do so little for me in my life but control so much of my mind, feeling and emotions.

Learning to let them go from my life is definitely one of the best achievement i ever done to myself.

Goodbye my friends.... Hope when we meet again, we are once strangers again.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

I’m ‘bonk’!!!!

I always think cleanliness is a food stall is vary… i wouldn’t mind to eat at the mamak stall by the roadside… and I wouldn’t mind to walk into the rainforest, and have a taste of exotic worms like sago worm, which i had during my trip to Kuching…. What bout using my hands to eat during the sport meet as i do not have any spoon or fork…. I just love the tradition of using hand to eat our own roti canai, capati and tosai…. Don’t you think is more delicious and satisfying if you use hand to eat Malay rice????

I always goes to this chicken rice restaurant near my aunt’s house in Bercham…. Is one of my favorite place to go for dinner as i think Ipoh Chicken is healthy and nice to eat…. Plus, i can reduce the number of calories of the nights…


However, for the past one year, i stop going to this particular restaurant because this uncle who cut the chicken, happily puff his cigarettes  and cut the chicken at the same time. And when i order the chicken. He put his cigarettes away and without washing his hands, he took his knife and pick a drumstick using his bare hand…. and chomp chomp chomp the chicken… and voila, my dinner is ready….

You want the proof….


Still not happy…


I wonder how the girl had the cut to makan there???? When i took this picture, i already completely hate going to this particular restaurant….