This journey is incredibly humbling for me.

From being wounded and not knowing which way is up and wondering whether or not i could be ALIVE or not and at the same time, finding new MEANING in my new life in this FOREIGN place.....It's been an AMAZING journey

I am a daughter, sister, dog-owner and friend.

Currently, i am learning to train my mind and body. I want to hold my body, challenge my physical ability to a level i could never imagine.

I definitely have learn to stop letting these people who do so little for me in my life but control so much of my mind, feeling and emotions.

Learning to let them go from my life is definitely one of the best achievement i ever done to myself.

Goodbye my friends.... Hope when we meet again, we are once strangers again.

Thursday, September 30, 2010

" Are You Moist Enough?

Do you know there is a strict hand-washing procedure that everybody who work in wards and operating theaters must follow???

The reason????

Because there are some Tom, Dick and Harry will miss this certain parts of their hands during normal hand washing… The yellow spots showed that most frequently missed spot during hand-washing….


Therefore, everybody needs to wash their hands based on these steps:-


All together there are 7 steps for hand-washing…. And every sink in ICU, there will be a diagram like this


As a reminder to wash your hand the PROPER WAY… But, in my Intensive Care Unit itself, i have 16 patients to see for twice a day, and every time before i see the patient, i must wash my hands and every time after i see the patient, i must wash my hands too. 

This means 16 X 2 = 32 X 2times/day = 64 times. Which means, both of my delicate hands have to undergo the 7 steps for

64 x 7 days = 448 times per week.

Do you know what you get when you wash your hand that much of times????

And some more with this powerful Surgi Scrub, i cannot how my hands look like when i was 60 years old….




This picture taken from fancee1960 @Flickr 

OK, I'm exaggerating…

Probably it looks like this….


But, i want it to look like this forever!!!!


At the same time, i want to be responsible as a health care-worker to continue with the hand-washing procedure


I must search for help? i need something moist enough for my hands because my hands are not moist enough?????  


What is good for me????


There are so many in the markets till I'm so clueless to choose till i caught someone using this on her legs…. This someone has smooth legs, every night, she makes an effort to put cream on her legs so she can have a pair of beautiful and moist legs to show off her Nobody Nobody dance steps!!!!!


Nobody can beat Irene’s elder daughter Juliana for her beautiful and moist legs…… She is so proud of her legs till she can’t let go her Vaseline lotion…..

According to Vaseline, they want to empower women to love and appreciate their skin, especially the entire body. OUR BODY DESERVES TIP-TOP NOURISHMENT FROM A GOOD LOTION. Not just our pretty face!!!!!!


And Vaseline has the perfect range to cater different skins. They have Total Moisture, Healthy White, Intensive Rescue, and Aloe Cool and Fresh. I’m sure you can find the range that suits you… Therefore, all the people who washed their hands more than 448 times per week, don’t forget to get Vaseline to pamper your skin…. They need all the moist you can get….

Celebrate Amazing Skin with Vaseline


DiGi iPhone 4 Real

Oh My God!!!!! Digi iPhone 4 plan is real….. They are seriously giving us the superb discount!!!!!! From RM 88 to RM 58, RM 138 to Rm 88 and RM 238 to RM 158…. But, is it true Digi’s rate is the best in town????
Let’s make some comparison between Digi and Operator X
At a glance, Digi offers better and valuable package for all levels of users. In fact, it is much more cheaper to own a iPhone 4 through Digi. And i do not favour Operator X’s package because who would only SMS between their own network, means, you need to pay more than RM 100 or RM 155 or RM 250 for that month because for sure you will SMS other networks!!!!! Who ever plan this ‘plans’ sure think all consumers are IDIOT!!!!!
iDigi 88 Value 1 iDigi 138 Value 2 iDigi 238 Value 3
Monthly Fee RM58 RM100 RM 88 RM 155 RM 158 RM 250
Voice 200 min 222 min 450 min 667 min 1000 min 1500 min
to all network Yes Yes Yes Yes Yes Yes
Internet 1 GB 1 GB 3 GB 2 GB 5 GB 3 GB
no excess charge Yes No Yes No Yes No
SMS 200 200 400 400 600 600
to all networks Yes No Yes No Yes No
MMS 20 20 40 40 60 60
to all networks Yes No Yes No Yes No
Excess Usage
And based on experience, Operator X has so many hidden charges, especially when exceed the data usage, paying 0.5sen/kb is killing my pocket if that month i use my data excessively.
Voice 15s/min 15s/min 12s/min 12s/min 10s/min 10s/min
Internet None 0.5s/kb None 0.5s/kb None 0.5s/kb
SMS 10 sen 10s 10 sen 10 sen 10 sen 10 sen
MMS 20 sen n/a 20 sen n/a 20 sen n/a
Therefore, at a glance, Digi IPhone is REAL because they offer a affordable, better and valuable package for me.
DIGI is 1 Malaysia because they come from all kind size and shape.
DIGI is the best, because this people work hard to make us laugh….
DIGI is the best, because this people help every body!!!!!
Picture from

Sunday, September 26, 2010

DiGi iPhone 4 Play

If you think iPhone is for people who know how to ‘play play’…
Seriously, iPhone 4 is meant for serious ‘player’
You know why iPhone 4 is important to me????
Because ‘playing’ is very important to me…..I need to play all the time….
When i watch TVB drama….
When i read blog online…. And when i wait for the page to load…
When i study or pretend to study….
All the time i play….. And when my cousin ‘loan’ or i secretly stole his iPhone…. I’m hooked…. with all the games….
I play the game when I'm stressed….. I popped ‘virtual plastic bubble’ …..I’ll think each bubble is my ‘enemy’, and ‘pop’ each of it to release my stress!!!!!
And then, when I'm got sick of ‘rubbish’ from my life, I'll tune in to Paper Toss.
I’ll throw rubbish every where….
In bar and street…. Paper Toss trains the sensitivity of my index finger….. And also the angle of my finger movement….
And when I'm in happy mood, i want to go ‘shopping’…. therefore, SUPERMARKET MANIA is my first choice…. I can stack the goods, pick the rubbish, push the cart and serve as many customers as possible….
When i need some ‘balance training’, i need this Labyrinth 3D. This game makes me move my ‘body’ up and down, side by side and up and down. So, i can move the ball into the hole!!!!
And when I'm diligent, I want to ‘stacked’ apartments… I want to build an empire. And also earn as much points as i can…..
Last but not least, every Chinese should knows how to play….
CHOR TAI DI!!!!!!!
When I'm in the mood of gamble but refused to lose any money, I'll play ‘Chor Tai Di’….. And do you know if you play ‘Chor Tai Di’, you can prevent Alzheimer Disease!!!!!!! Gambling and Alzheimer…
Wow…… iPhone 4 is definitely the phone for me to ‘play play’…. And when i ‘play play’, i can release my stress…..
iPhone 4 redefine mobile gaming…..People in Apply promise greater precision and accuracy in each turns, pitches and movement we make on the tracks…. Woohoo….
Even, he cannot resist to ‘play’ during his presentation….
Look what CNN’s Scott Steinberg spoke bout iPhone and mobile gaming here

Friday, September 24, 2010

DiGi iPhone 4 Me

Every day i carry my heavy tote bag, i asked myself, what have i done to my tote bag? Why is it so heavy???

My friends always asked me what do i have in my tote bag…..


And every day, i need to flip and throw all the things out from my bag and reorganize it again……

And all the things are so much till it overflows in my tote bag…


Here is what i have in my bag…..


Wow…… If i have IPhone 4, i can throw out my calendar, notebook, camera, Mp3 player, hand phone and calculator from my bag.


Why IPhone 4 is for me?

First, it reduces the weight of my bag. Thus, i only carry my purse and IPhone 4.


Second, it gives me a piece of mine because my calendar, notebook, camera, phone, MP3 player and calculator are all in my iPhone 4. And everything is inside one piece of magic phone!!!!!


iPhone 4 is the fourth generation of iPhone. You can use iPhone 4 for video calling, read books, editing movies, gaming.

The best thing about iPhone 4 has uninsulated stainless steel frame that acts as the phone’s antenna. It has LED crystal display. And with its 3 megapixels with flash, i can take quality pictures with no fuss…. Woohoo!!!!!

Therefore, Digi should gives iPhone 4 to me!!!!

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Jay Chou – The Era

This is Jay’s latest album called The Era. And i love most of the songs inside especially “Said Goodbye" (說了再見 Shuō Le Zaì Jiàn. It is the theme song for Jet Li non-martial movie called ‘Ocean Heaven’. You can find out more about Ocean Heaven from here.
I love this song
“Said Goodbye aka Shuo Le Zai Jian” and the MV is so touching because it has a trailer of Ocean Heaven. I almost cried even by just watching this trailer.


1. "The Era" (跨時代 Kuà Shí Daì) Jun-Lang Huang (黃俊郎) 3:16
2. "Said Goodbye" (說了再見 Shuō Le Zaì Jiàn, Ocean Heaven theme song) Hsiao-Li Ku (古小力), Jun-Lang Huang (黃俊郎) 4:44
3. "Fireworks Cool Easily" (煙花易冷 Yān Huā Yì Lěng) Vincent Fang 4:25
4. "Free Tutorial Video" (免費教學錄影帶 Miǎn Feì Jiāo Xué Lù Yīng Dài) Jun-Lang Huang (黃俊郎) 4:01
5. "Long Time No See" (好久不見 Hǎo Jǐu Bù Jiàn) Jay Chou 4:14
6. "Rain Falls All Night" (雨下一整晚 Yǔ Xià Yī Zhéng Wǎn) Vincent Fang 4:18
7. "Hip-Hop Stewardess" (嘻哈空姐 Xī Hā Kōng Jiě) Vincent Fang 2:50
8. "I Weep, Spirit in Pieces" (我落淚,情緒零碎 Wǒ Luò Leì, Qíng Xù Líng Su) Vincent Fang 4:20
9. "Diary: Fly for Love" (愛的飛行日記 Aì De Fēi Xíng Rì Jì, Duet with Gary Yang) Jay Chou 4:16
10. "Self Directed and Acted" (自導自演 Zì Dǎo Zì Yǎn) Jay Chou 4:17
11. "Superman Can't Fly" (超人不會飛 Chāo Rén Bù Hùi Fēi) Jay Chou 4:59

You can get this album from here (Password:

Thursday, September 16, 2010


Hi folks,


Is time to move on… we as the younger generation needs to open our minds to all possibilities and also be friends with everybody. When we are friends with everybody from different races, ethnics and sexes, we understand each other.

When there is understanding, means we can tolerate each other’s habits, lifestyle and attitudes. So, the government should incorporate this ‘Jom Berkawan’…

I’m very happy because my friend comes from different races, ethnics and backgrounds….



Here is a video about sambal belacan but this guy who impersonated every races we have in Malaysia, enjoy it!!!!