This journey is incredibly humbling for me.

From being wounded and not knowing which way is up and wondering whether or not i could be ALIVE or not and at the same time, finding new MEANING in my new life in this FOREIGN place.....It's been an AMAZING journey

I am a daughter, sister, dog-owner and friend.

Currently, i am learning to train my mind and body. I want to hold my body, challenge my physical ability to a level i could never imagine.

I definitely have learn to stop letting these people who do so little for me in my life but control so much of my mind, feeling and emotions.

Learning to let them go from my life is definitely one of the best achievement i ever done to myself.

Goodbye my friends.... Hope when we meet again, we are once strangers again.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

My lazy day... The innocent way...

I miss the time where I stayed at home alone... And looking out from my house... Especiallyduring thunder storm rain, where no computer, tv and even radio is on....

Only left Kingkong's tiny barks against the angry, loud thunderstorm....

I used to love to dance under the rain, even now I do, but I never get my ass in trouble to dance under thunderstorm rain....

Therefore, today is a special day... I sat in front of my main door, looking out to the rain, listening to the thunder roars, smell the sweet rain drops... Whooppppsss, I forgot I lost my smell sense to my cold... It was not completely well yet, but at least I'm using my nose to breath today....

I didn't go out to help my dad today, in fact, I'm enjoying my rest and relax at home, watching ASTRO, talking to Kingkong, lying lazily on my favourite sofa and once a while blog using my iPhone....

Now, where is my handsome boy??? I just bath him this morning.... Kingkong hates the thunder but loves the rain... He will drenched himself under the rain... And does his magic trick by going thru out iron bar gate...

i love my day!!!!!!

- Posted from my little iPhone!!!!

Friday, December 11, 2009

So What If You Are A Doctor????

I have been working as a Physiotherapist for past 2 years.... During my clinical stint, I have great opportunities to meet many good friends, and also make many enemies as well... I loved my work... I feel satisfied when my patients recover from zero to hero... I feel happy for my patients and also for myself when I know my profession can make a difference in a person's life after their trauma or when they are in the worst stage of their life...

But things sometimes are not as flowery as is in drama... Few days ago, for the first time I felt so insulted as a Physiotherapist because a houseman talked to me as though I'm idiot when I suggested to her that I can't help a patient because this patient may suffer from two different conditions. The houseman didn't even look at me when I talk to her, she just glanced at me and when I approached her. And looked back to her BHT...

Here is the conversation...

Me: Excuse me doctor, I'm having problem to help this patient because I suspect him suffer from xxx condition. Maybe you can refer him to xxx department for his condition to rule out..

Still looking at her bht.....

Idiot HO: So u want me to refer to xxx department???(as though I overrule her profession)

Me looking at her ugly head cause she is not looking at me...

Me: is not wat I want, I just suggest cause his giddiness is unusual....

Idiot HO: His giddiness is because of his Parkinsonism... (in a annoyed tone)

Still not looking at me....

Me: &2)&))* ):?;7&&:)/?'ak

Well, I do not mind if I gave a wrong suggestion or maybe u think I just been nosy. I believe in interdisciplinary effort when I treat patients. So, if you think I make a wrong assumption, look at me, talk to me nicely and explain to me that I worry too much lo!!! But this is the other way round!!! You look at the wall, I looked at your ugly hair and right ear... And your voice is like so not bloody happy with my question!!! What the heck!!! Nobody point the gun to u and force u to take medicine... At least u can be nice to people... That day I really felt the hurt and degradeness shown by this particular HO!!!!!

- Posted from my little iPhone!!!!

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Raja Muda Selangor has 13K as monthly allowance?????????

This is freaking scary…. our Raja Muda Selangor is only 19 years old and he got a monthly allowance of 13k…..

Dammit…. Life is not fair……

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And ironically this lawyer stated that he is having fun time when people slow down and take pictures of his car…. OMG…. call me freaking jealous or anything, but come on…. the reason you have Ferrari is not for people to take pictures, is for the speed… what the heck you get it when you know Singapore have a freaking rule on speed limit… You might as well donate to poor physiotherapist like me????

My Sunday is a chillout day

My Sunday is a Sunday I'm looking forward because is rare I have this day, usually I won't allow myself to lay and relax like a lazy blop. And today I cook.... Yes, friends... Shiau lee can cooks....
Anyway, I'm testing my blogpresslite app for my iPhone. This app is awesome cause it allows me to blog from my iPhone... Isn't it cool????

I even can blog from iPhone while chatting with Jac in MSN!!!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Some assh*** dented my car!!!!

OMG…. whoever the assh*** is, I'm going to find and skin the idiot life!!!!! YOU DENTED MY LITTLE WHITE ALPHARD!!!!!!!!!


If i didn’t wash my car today, i wouldn’t know someone actually dented my car…


And leaved the damm f**king tire marks on my little white Alphard!!!!! And left without leaving a note of sorry…. i know who are you…. the assh*** that parked next to me….. you see later!!!!!

KEMA, you are right, that parking space there got one idiot who doesn’t know how to park…. we go scratch her car and skin her life, k?????

Saturday, December 5, 2009

This is how my weekend call goes…..

This is nothing….

Just another weekend….. on call weekend… usually if I'm not on call, I'll go back to Peejay, hang out with family in duck rice shop or just party with friends…

As usual, my weekend began with call in CCU and ICU…


And if i finish early, I'll go home and go straight to my bed…. of course, with baju change la… i dun want to all the organisms in my bed, k???

But, today, i didn’t go home… i thought why not enjoy a cup of nice coffee (Ipoh called White Coffee as Coffee)…. But i hate going to Old Town… is a over-rated kopitiam with over-priced coffee… they charge you one cup of coffee more than RM 2.50….. Hello… i can get one in a normal kopitiam for RM1.30, k???? and i dun need the fake old town ambiance….

So, i drop by my aunt Sanie’s curry mee cafe… called YAT YAT SENG…


And order a sinful dish…. Dry curry Kuey Teow with Chicken and meatball….. IMG_0614

And for Ipoh standard, this dish is over-priced as well… Is exactly RM 5.50….


Taste wise, is just so-so, i still haven’t eaten the curry that will make me think of it after 10 years….. However, if you like the non-fattening with no santan but heavily spiced-curry… Maybe this one is your food….. However, Ipoh Kuey Teow is always the best… and this one is no exception… you can feel the smooth texture in your mouth… and the ‘ummphhh’ from kuey teow is just from there…


After getting some spices into my gastro, sour-ish… saltiness…. it would be perfect if the desert is sweet and traditional…. how bout custard???


This Custard or we called it as ‘ Than Tan’….. only costs RM 1.30… Though is pricey, but the taste is good… i prefer this version of custard cause it has a smooth texture… i love it when it is not milky cause i dun like milky taste….. and not to forget the fragrant smell of the caramel…..

It seems every egg custard will come with a glass of cold water… Function: To flush away the sweetness of the custard… 

And what is a weekend in a kopitiam in Ipoh without kopi, kuey teow, custard and newspaper……????


Please don’t think I'm enjoying my weekend…. i still need to be in hospital at 2.00pm


Friday, December 4, 2009

Our Favorite Superheroes in 50 years time!!!!!

I always hate Barbie….. because is too ironic to think tat somebody would look like her….. Therefore, i hope in 50 years time, Barbie Doll will look like this!!!!

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What would happened to Wonder Woman??? Do she needs wonder bra as usual????


Will i see flying web from our Spiderman????


But what would happened to Superman when he is 60 years old?????

Maybe he needs glasses to do his visual thingy!!!!


How bout batman and his bat mobile???? Will it still function in 50 years time????

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But i think Tweety Bird will still be inside her cage, will she stop talking???

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   How i miss my childhood Superheroes ?????

Thursday, December 3, 2009

I’m a Sherlock Holmes in the Making

When i was young, i watched a cartoon, which i forgot the name…. the man has a ‘tongkat’ that  can helps him to find criminal. When he just need to drop the ‘tongkat’ and then, the tongkat will points to  either the mysterious person or some hidden clues…. Wow… how i wish i can have the ‘tongkat’…….

However, now i don’t need the ‘tongkat’, i just need to go to this Malaysia famous celebrity blogs, the DIY make up and hair tips, Cheesie…. and my food guide, KYspeaks…. to find this picture….


Well, this thing is no difficult at all for me who are their avid reader…. how i wish, Nuffnang choose me to be the mysterious blog…. at least i can see my pathetic earning in Nuffnang increases in a bomb…. But anyway, i thought i can find la…. but actually, not all the time the picture will be in their blog all the time… i need to try to close the window and open again… and finally, i tried for both… i found it…


This is Cheesie punya… More tips on how to put yourself into a Japanese Mag….

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And KySpeaks one….  He got a new camera….

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Wow….. I’m definitely the Shiaulee Holmes in the Making…..

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Wedding+ My Family= Karaoke + Food

My family is all about food…. but recently i realized is also bout Karaoke…. And of all people, the person who i admired since I am baby, the person who just need to shout ‘shut up’, the person who was there for me, physically, emotionally and financially. Shocked me with his hbgwrhyu5wj36kj26j2 (excuse me, I am typing here)……. Back to story….. is how much this person loves karaoke…..the person i was talking about is my dad…..

My dad is the best father in the world… for all his life, he work for his family…. for his dad, his brothers and sisters and also my mom and these three naughty children…. but i never hear him complaint a word…. and at the same time, i never see him enjoy so much in his life….. Especially when you see him enjoying life in a wedding????? The moment is priceless…….

This is the typical Chinese wedding setting…..


Chinese Wedding = Stage+Karaoke+Food+Yam Seng

You must have a stage… so, anyone can come up and sing for you on your wedding dinner… and also make everybody suffered in silence over your…. vocal capabilities…..


Then you must have two mikes for the karaoke session… so two apeks can sing-a-long…. which include as below….

My dad and uncle who came all the way from Singapore….


Is also about good food….. My family is just about food…. i don't know… we just know how to eat…. must be our gene…. just look at our size….


There is something about YAMMMMMMM SEEENNNNNGGGG tooo….

They will shout…. shout…. shout…. shout…. till everyone got annoyed with you…….


But at the end, this 2 hours ride up to those windy road…. 2 hours of karaoke sessions…. 3 hours of wedding dinner…. means 7 hours of laughter and happiness…. really meant to be eternal bonding among my family members….. My grandpa died in old folks home, and he does not have chance to join us…. but i have no regret because i celebrate it with my sweet maternal grandma…..


Look at her laughter… sweet and endearing…..

Sunday, November 22, 2009


Actually, the question is more like…. If my brother is a STORM WARRIOR….

He probably will kill every duck that crossed his path!!!!

A BRAVE STORM WARRIOR always need to be ready!!!!!


A COURAGEOUS STORM WARRIOR always need to be skillful!!!


A TOUGH STORM WARRIOR always need to be heartless!!!


OMG….. i think he is going to cry soon…. cause i make him wore the apron  in front of all the guests in my dad’s place!!!!

If you want to win some cool gifts from EON’s STORM WARRIOR Contest…. Go here…GSC-EON Bank Contest

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Children can be very weird…

We all grown up from that moment…. and we done that… and got smacked for that… and after 20 years, you saw it with your own eyes… you can’t help it but laughed at all those silliness you done… when you were children….

Guess what is the little girl trying to do????


She looked like she is sitting behind the back-seat….


But, now, she is lying on top of the back-seat support…


And then, she just hide behind the back seat… aka booth of the Toyota Avanza…..


I can’t help but laughed cause when i was young that was exactly what i did when my dad was driving the ‘fei po’ 2378 Ford…..  

And when i over-boarded with my dad’s limit… you will hear this

Dad: SIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Suddenly you will hear not even a tiny wimp from any of us… don’t believe, ask Bro Elliott…… He knows better….

Monday, November 9, 2009

Howling at the New Moon

NEW MOON is coming!!!!!!!!

Well, not the usual monthly new moon we have every month… but this is the 2nd of the TWILIGHT saga……

Well, it was just yesterday i told a friend of mine in hospital that I am looking forward for the New Moon movie coming 26th…. The reason?????? I want to see Taylor Lautner’s buffed-body…. I heard this guy really a zero-to-hero kind of stuff…. he underwent hell-training to buff up his body for this movie… Kudos Taylor… and you deserve Taylor too…  Will you bash up the Jay Z for Taylor too????

And my friend said she is looking forward to see the part where they will transfused to poison into Bella in Eclipse…. Oh god… another workaholic…


Despite a huge disappointment i endured when i watched Twilight, but it was not after i read the twilight saga books….


1. I like the fantasy of hopping from one tree to another tree that was well-described in the twilight movie…  Is kind of a good height to enjoy the scenery…..


2. Twilight saga brings me back to my memories, those years where i had no money to buy books and my parents are Chinese-ed, so, i never got chance to buy any books… therefore, my only resort is those mamak bookstore in PJ Newtown…. Sudden flashbacks on me standing in front of the bookcase filled with old, used paperback books…. trying to find something interesting… and i remembered i read a book, which has the similar storyline like Twilight Saga….


3. The love conflicts between Bella, Edward and Jacob….. Wow… seeing an vampire and wolf, trying to fight with each other over a human….. Is kind of ironic…..


4. I like the suspend of waiting for Bella to turn into vampire…. hopefully Edward can just bite her neck and make her a vampire… but at the end, instead of using intramuscular chomp chomp on Bella’s neck… they chose the difficult way of making her a vampire… Through Intravenous…. come on… tat’s doesn’t make sense… why they chose the hard way…. just ‘makan’ sajela….


5. The conflict created by Twilight Saga among netizens, arguing over the issues why Twilight deserved to be famous when it shouldn’t deserve… till this guy can find 101 reason why The Twilight Saga Sucks… Click here to read reason number 95, where he indirectly mentioned how stupid are all those fans in this world for reading the Twilight Saga… I read those books like 2 times, and I am having hell time to think of 7 reasons why i like the books? And this guy can find 101 reasons…  he seems to like the books more than me despite he call the books suck…

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6. The above reasons are bullshits to fill this blog, the real reason is

I like the scrawny, unhealthy, fair complexion and drug-addicted look of Edward Cullen….. Come on… please dun act like you hate him, when you just stare into his eyes…. Oh no… I am going to faint soon…


7.  Last but not least, hopefully this Twilight Saga can make Nuffnang gives me the tickets to catch the premier screening of NEW MOON!!!!

You want to??? Go here

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Project Alpha: Beautiful Nara- Tujuh Perkara Yang Anda Boleh Belajar dari Beautiful Nara

Ini adalah kali pertama saya belog dalam bahasa Melayu. Jikalau anda ingin memulakan kelas bahasa, dan memperbaiki bahasa saya, sila tinggal komen di sini..... dan boleh blah....

Seperti biasa, saya juga peminat setia Projek ALPHA. Minggu yang kelima ini merupakan minggu Beautiful Nara. Saya tidak kenal Beautiful Nara.... Ingat AWEK GOSIP dari mana... Rupa-rupanya, Abeng Gosip... Tapi nak cakap dia cantik ke tak..... berganting kepada cita rasa masing-masing.... Mengikut litupan terkini daripada golongan kawan-kawan saya, rupa-rupanya, Beautiful Nara adalah seorang penbelog yang terkemuka di kalangan mereka, macam Abang Kenny Sia di kalangan kawan-kawan saya....

Oleh itu, daripada video yang memperkenalkan Beautiful Nara.... Saya boleh belajar tujuh perkara daripada beliau..... Ya... Tujuh Perkara lagi.... (Jangan tanya saya, saya pun tidak tahu mengapa saya memilih tujuh)


1) Cipta nama domain yang suspen macam Beautiful Nara... Biar orang ingat tuannya ialah gadis melayu yang terakhir... padahal... mengejutkan orang dalam projek alpha... rupa-rupa... abeng saje.... cantik tak cantik, saya tidak berani komen... kerana takut belog saya ini dikunjungi oleh 2.5 million fans dia... takut saya....runtuh belog saya nanti...

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2) Memberi kejutan kepada orang dengan sejarah pendidikan Beautiful Nara di University Korea, sampai mendorong dia menggunakan Bahasa Korea sebagai nama domain... rupa-rupa NARA=NEGARA....

3) Cinta kepada negara sehingga menjadikan Malaysia sebuah negara yang cantik dengan mengulaskan segala gosip-gosip selebriti di Malaysia.....

4) Bangga dengan pencapaian diri dan cuba mengatasi batasan diri dengan cuba berbahasa Inggeris walaupun tidak tepat... Tidak ape, janji cakap dan mesej sampai... Saya respek you, Beautiful Nara...

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5) Jangan belog macam Utusan..... Bagus punya nasihat ini.... Tapi, saya ingat Utusan itu surat-khabarkan????

6) Gosip dengan berhemah.... Ini kali pertama saya dengar bahawa gosip pun boleh berhemah... Nanti, saya kena pergi untuk tip-tip bergosip secara berhemah

7) Menunjukkan keyakinan seratus-peratus dalam Projek Alpha.... Beautiful Nara betul-betul ade ciri-ciri sebagai belog gosip selebriti tanahair kita... Syabas..... Siap lagi nak bertarung dengan pulak..... banyak kerenahla...

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Itulah saje daripada saya yang tidak tahu apa-apa.... Enjoyla projek Alpha di Nuffnang atau di

P/S: Berbelog dalam bahasa Melayu memang memenatkan..... Tapi saya berpegang dengan semangat dari Beautiful Nara yang sanggup berbahasa Inggeris dalam Projek Alpha.... 'Pai Ti'!!!!