This journey is incredibly humbling for me.

From being wounded and not knowing which way is up and wondering whether or not i could be ALIVE or not and at the same time, finding new MEANING in my new life in this FOREIGN place.....It's been an AMAZING journey

I am a daughter, sister, dog-owner and friend.

Currently, i am learning to train my mind and body. I want to hold my body, challenge my physical ability to a level i could never imagine.

I definitely have learn to stop letting these people who do so little for me in my life but control so much of my mind, feeling and emotions.

Learning to let them go from my life is definitely one of the best achievement i ever done to myself.

Goodbye my friends.... Hope when we meet again, we are once strangers again.

Friday, August 27, 2010

Ding Dang - Della Album

I seriously believe Ding Dang has better vocal than Jolin Tsai. Therefore, i'm big fan of her songs.

Here are the details of her Della Album


01. 你為什么說謊 (Why Do You Lie?)
02. 花火 - 丁噹 + 五月天阿信 (Fireworks – Ding Dang + Mayday’s Ashin)
03. 夜貓 (Night Cat)
04. 他說你沒用 (Rap – Magic Power樂團) [He Said You’re Useless (Rap – Magic Power Band)]
05. 全世界不懂無所謂 (It Doesn’t Matter That The Whole World Doesn’t Understand)
06. 我愛他 (I Love Him)
07. 突然想愛你 - 丁噹 + 周華健 (Suddenly Want To Love You – Ding Dang + Emil Chau)
08. 親人 (Family)
09. 半帶電 (Semi Electric)
10. 可惜了 (Unfortunately)
11. 長大 (Grow Up)

Or Click here for the songs.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Wang Lee Hom – 18 Martial Arts (Shi Ba Ban Wu Yi)


Singer : Wang Lee Hom - 王力宏 (Wang Lee Hom)
Album : 18 Martial Arts - 十八般武艺 (Shi Ba Ban Wu Yi)
Released Date : 13 August 2010
Label : Sony BMG
Track List :
01. Dragon Dance
02. 杜 U ♥ Me - Du U Love Me
03. 十八般武艺 - Shi Ba Ban Wu Yi
04. 你不知道的事 - Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi
05. 伯牙绝弦 - Bai Ya Jue Xian
06. 柴米油盐酱醋茶 - Chai Mi You Yan Jiang Cu Cha
07. 美 - Mei
08. 需要人陪 - Xu Yao Ren Pei
09. 天涯海角 - Tian Ya Hai Jiao
10. 你不知道的事 (宋晓青版本) - Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi (Song Xiao Qing Ban Ben)
11. 自己人 - Zi Ji Ren

Click Wang Lee Hom-18 Martial Arts for the link to

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Lee Hom in Xiao Yen’s talk show (Part 5)

Part 5 talked about Lee Hom maybe looking for a girl that has similar features like ‘Liu Yi Fei’. And this one you can hear him singing ‘Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi’ live.

Xiao Yen is right. A guy that can sing and play piano is really mesmerizing…  And she gave Lee Hom an advice that it is ok to fall in love even though you are in entertainment field and asked him to gambate in your relationship!!!!

The End

Lee Hom in Xiao Yen’s talk show (Part 4)

SS小燕之夜 2010-08-18 pt.4/5 王力宏 電影史上最帥導演

Part 4 stated that if Lee Hom’s ‘Love in Disguise’  meets 1 million sales, he will go skinny dip but Xiao Yen Jie stated that he cannot do now because he is too skinny and is ugly. So, she suggested that he should go gym and build up his muscle first….
She also stated that his latest song ‘ Cai Mi You Yen Jiang Chu Cha’, she felt that Lee Hom yearns for this kind of lifestyle, but he felt this lifestyle is faraway from his lifestyle now. And the lyricist for this song is Eva Hsiao, and she is confused who is the one yearn for this kind of lifestyle.
Xiao Yen stated that Lee Hom is very careful in this interview. He tends to avoid the issues with girls such as Elva Hsiao and Liu Yi Fei, but slowly he managed to express his little secret under the eagle eyes of Xiao Yen Jie.
Last part 5 over next post….

Lee Hom in Xiao Yen’s Talk Show (Part 3)

SS小燕之夜 2010-08-18 pt.3/5 王力宏 電影史上最帥導演

Part 3 talked about how much connection he had with Liu Yi Fei, and XIao Yen Jie tried to trick him to express whether he like  Liu Yi Fei as girlfriend…. And why he chose Liu Yi Fei as his main actress in his "’Love in Disguise’…… And trying to ask him whether he fell in love with his main actress? And asked him what type of girls he likes? I bet everyone want to watch this….Xiao Yen is so naughty because she is trying to trick Lee Hom to express who is his girlfriend, who is Liu Yi Fei’s boyfriend or whether Lee Hom got find out that Liu Yi Fei got boyfriend or not…. At the end, she cleared the issue out and stated Lee Hom likes someone more mature and calm with everything. He doesn’t like complicated type of girls….
To be continued in Part 4….

Lee Hom in Xiao Yen’s Talk Show (Part 2)

SSI燕之夜 2010-08-18 pt.2/5 王力宏 電影史上最帥導演

This is the part 2 of the interview with Xiao Yen. They talked about Lee Hom’s involvement in movies, how he connects with Ang Lee, and how he proud he felt his music is recognized despite his music is plagiarized. Xiao Yen also noted that Lee Hom still depends on pin yin to read Chinese words. And she praised Lee Hom as good director. They talked about his skill as director, his connection with other actors and actresses (esp Liu Yi Fei)  in ‘Love in Disguise’ and the process he learnt throughout his work with ‘Love in Disguise’… 
Part 3 in next post….

Lee Hom in Xiao Yen’s Talk Show!!! (Part 1)

SS小燕之夜 2010-08-18 pt.1/5 王力宏 電影史上最帥導演

Lee Hom’s interview with Xiao Yen’s Talk Show on his latest movie ‘Love in Disguise’ and his latest album. The 18 Martial Arts (十八般武藝)
Part 1 spoke about his college life, music road and his family background. There is a clip on someone from India stole his song’s copyright and make into their song. I think they use ‘Zhu Lin Sen Chu’…..
Click next for part 2…..

They really pushed you to MAX!!!!

Few weeks ago, i received a call from a girl called Rainie….

Rainie: Hello, may i speak to Miss Kok?
Me: Speaking here…
Rainie: Hi Ms Kok, I’m Rainie from XXX Skin Solution.I would like to inform you that you have been chosen for a RM400 free facial… I would like to book an appointment with you in our centre in Mid Valley.
Me: Huh?
Rainie: Yes. Miss Kok, you are chosen for our lucky draw for free facial.
Me: Oooo ok… so, you want me to come for free facial?
Rainie: Yes. So, can you give me a date for appointment??
Me: This month?
Rainie: Yes.
Me: Then, i cannot come because I'm based in Ipoh now.
Rainie: Oooo but this promotion is for this month.
Me: Then i cannot come. Thank you…
Rainie: If like this, Ms Kok, I'll hold this promotion till you come back to KL.
Me: (This people are so greedy). OK. So, it will be 14th August then.
Rainie: Ok miss…..

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

白光 - 等著你回來 I’m waiting for you to come home by Bai Guang

I love this song.....
Artist: Bai Guang aka 白光
Title: I’m waiting for you to come home 等著你回來

Seriously, I'm sucker for 40s to 50s Chinese Songs, especially by Yao Lee and Bai Guang or Pow Soo Keong.....
Therefore, when i found this song in YouTube, I'm ecstatic to share with you guys that Bai Kuang is married to Malaysian, and she has a massive big tomb in Semenyih, Malaysia that looks like this...
She even have her own piano tomb….
That played her songs automatically….. OMG… imagine you were there midnight…. and I’m waiting for you to come home 等著你回來 is played during that time… eeerrriiiiieee….
Anyway, here is a little bout Bai Kuang… courtesy of Wikipedia!!!
Bai Guang aka Shi Yongfen is born in Beiping (now is known as Beijing) during 1921, moved to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia during 1999  was a famous movie star and singer. By the 1940s, she became one of the Seven great singing stars.
Upon the Communist takeover in 1949, Bai moved to Hong Kong. By 1950 Bai tired of the low-quality films she was given and retired as an actress in China. After marrying an American GI, she lived in Japan and successfully opened a nightclub in Tokyo's Ginza District in 1953. The union did not last, and she returned to Hong Kong, recording some music through the late 1950s. In 1969 she resettled in the Malaysian capital of Kuala Lumpur, where she married a man 20 years her junior. Her last public appearance was in 1995 at Hong Kong's TV top 10 Chinese singer award presentation.
On August 27, 1999 she died in Kuala Lumpur due to colon cancer at the age of 78
Bai's tomb rests in Semenyih, Malaysia. It is unique since it plays her music. Her gravesite attracts visitors from all around the world including China, Hong Kong, Germany, Denmark and Spain.
It feels so weird because i can’t wait to leave Malaysia, but a famous singer like Bai Guang want to rest for the rest of her life here……  maybe i seriously don’t know how appreciate Malaysia yet…

Sunday, August 15, 2010


I always got a bit emo when I was waiting for my bus ride back to Ipoh.

Despite, I got angry with my sis a while ago, but I still worry and miss her at this moment.

In Chinese, we called this 'hao but dui sam' aka mouth does not match heart!!!! You may said you think this person is not important but deep down in your heart you are so worry for the person. Yes..... I know. I have being a silly girl!!!!

Maybe I have been always worry about little things since young.

When I was young, I worry people don't like me. I look at the other children, they looked so cute and good at doing what children suppose to do. I'm on the other side of the world. I'm not good at making people laugh. I realized all adults such as my aunts and uncles, they prefer my cousins more. I got lesser portion of chocolates too. Even my cousins also didn't play with me. I always feel left out. And I always venture into my own world because no one would play with me.

But, as I grow up, realized I don't need their approval. I only need my dad, mom, sis and bro's blessing to be who am I today!!!!

Things at home have improve. I'm happy because I know they are safe n sound without my presence

Shiau lee

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Saturday, August 14, 2010

Don't break the elastic......

In Oprah, a lady named Maya Angelou talked about her aging process......

Regarding body changes, she said there were many, occurring every day... like her breasts. They seem to be in a race to see which will reach her waist first. The audience laughed so hard they cried. She is such a simple and honest woman, with so much wisdom in her words!

Maya Angelou said this: 

"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow."

"I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights."

"I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life."

"I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as
making a life."

"I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance."

"I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision."

"I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one."

"I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back."

"I've learned that I still have a lot to learn."

"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Way back to Love by Hugh Grant and Haley Bennet

Title: Way back to Love

Singers: Hugh Grant and Haley Bennet

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh