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This journey is incredibly humbling for me.

From being wounded and not knowing which way is up and wondering whether or not i could be ALIVE or not and at the same time, finding new MEANING in my new life in this FOREIGN place.....It's been an AMAZING journey

I am a daughter, sister, dog-owner and friend.

Currently, i am learning to train my mind and body. I want to hold my body, challenge my physical ability to a level i could never imagine.

I definitely have learn to stop letting these people who do so little for me in my life but control so much of my mind, feeling and emotions.

Learning to let them go from my life is definitely one of the best achievement i ever done to myself.

Goodbye my friends.... Hope when we meet again, we are once strangers again.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Project Alpha: Ep 1 & 2- 7 things you can learn from Tim....

Nowadays, everything is about reality..... we want reality people for being such as %^&* like Kanye West, and then apologize when the booze effect over.... and then we have reality shows on people surviving in jungles, touring the globe, cooking the dish and even sewing clothes.... everything also bout reality.... And now, we want the reality bout those famous bloggers.... so, you think all bloggers like me, using words to mask my reality....

Now, you can see bloggers in life.... go to Project Alpha, a reality TV show that uncovers Malaysia's Top Bloggers' lifestyle hosted by drop dead gorgeous Jojo Struys..... You would have know this petite cute girl , fourfeetnine aka Audrey, is the girlfriend of Nuffnang cofounder, Timothy Tiah... So, the first and second episodes were bout Audrey's life and her bedroom....

Here are the 7 things you can learn from Tim when your girlfriend is on reality tv:-

1) Do encourage your girlfriend to tell the whole world what makes her fall-in-love with you....

2) Do announce proudly to member of public that you got a cute girlfriend who is happily tell people she is four-feet-nine... Way to go girl!!!

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3) Do tell people how much you love your girlfriend till you willing to close a shoe shop, so she can shop alone!!!!!! (I want......)

4) Do be surprise over your girlfriend's reaction for not being bimbo when she can shop till drop death in the shoe shop!!! ( I want.... I want....)

5) Do eye-contact your girlfriend or cover for her when she is getting nervous and she doesn't know what she babbles in front of the camera.... (Great job, Audrey )

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6) Do make funny face when the whole world want to see your girlfriend's room.... despite how it will look like.... Errmmm... I'm sure is always not as bad as mine till i won the messiest room in Malaysia....

7) Be there for your girlfriend, especially when she has nervous-breakdown in front of the camera!!!!!

Well, so, if you want to watch the video, go to Project Alpha.... And Kenny Sia and Nicole will be in the show as well, thus, i am looking forward for the coming episodes... i heard there will be a red hot mama too... wow!!!!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Poor little girl....

Boss fired little girl...

Friends laughed at little girl...

Irresponsible network dealer scammed little girl...

Who want to help this poor little girl???


If you think she deserve the help, please help her by clicking here and thumb up her daily!!!!!!


Power Station and Liu Li Yang in T. Music Festival 2009

Here is the duet by Power Station and Liu Li Yang..... Is really a power combination....

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Broadband scam by dealer...

Dear friends and family,

One month ago, I went to the PC fair to search for wireless broadband deal... I'm thinking bout P1 WIGGY cause is reliable when i used it back in Peejay....

But, as i was surveying, i got a better deal.... the dealer of M Broadband said now is as low as 58/month. And when i asked whether is 3G or 1.5G, and he said both the same.... I was like.... 'Hey, what a good deal!!'

Plus got 7-day trial... So, i signed up... cause if i dun like, i can always reject it...

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After 3 days, the broadband is here....

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The speed is ok... i dun expect much cause is wireless.... but after two-hours with occasionally YOUTUBE streaming... i realized the speed got slower... so, i thought maybe everyone is using it now.....

After one month, despite the speed is slow, I'm ok with it... as long as i can do my thesis, i'm cool with it....

But, when i received SMS from the broadband that my bill is more than RM 58/month, i started to feel weird....... i don't understand.... what is going on......

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So, i went to 'M' service centre and try to rectify this billing problem....

Customer Service Rep: The package you signed was RM 78/month after waived....

Me: But, i was told 3G is RM58/month. and the package is not worth the speed offered cause is so bloody slow... i can't even stream Youtube....

Customer Service Rep: Because you over the download quota of the month, therefore, we got to slow down your speed, this is not unlimited package, you know that right???

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Me: No, i was not told by the dealer...... What should i do now???

Customer Service Rep: Well, you can default the service but have to pay RM 200 for the handling fee, or i can change the package to 1.5G which is the RM 58/month.

Me: !@#$%^&*



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So, please help me by voting me in the DIGI PLEASE PIMP MY BROADBAND CONTEST by going here and click "THUMBS UP" and pass to your family and friends....

Thank you...

P/S: I knew i said i won't join any voting contest anymore.... But, earlier, this post was meant to release but since there is a contest on broadband from other network, i might as well, give it a try....

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya to all my friends....

Today is my first day of my on-call Marathon for the Raya holidays... which means work non stop for two weeks.. Some people see it as  a good way to increase income.... Some people see it as a good way to burn my holidays... Well, I see it as WAT THE HECK!!!!!! Just do my bloody job!!!

To all my Muslim friends,

I make Tun M, Dato Najib, Datuk Chua and Datuk Ong to stop their feud and wish you guys Happy Raya Celebration.....

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Have a wonderful Raya celebration with family and friends... hope things go well with your coming years .... may peace and love come with you guys... You know what... is kind of difficult to make Raya wish... cause there are no prosperous and rich kind of meaning like in CNY wishes....

Anyway, i want to send this card to Tun M as e-card but i do not know his email address... So, Tun M... if you happened to read this blog, this raya card is for you....

Monday, September 14, 2009

T. MUSIC FESTIVAL 2009 ON FIRE......

Wow.... everything is so hot in T. Music Festival..... Sponsored by Tiger Beer and Organized by Galaxy for the 15th anniversary... I bet they loved this 'hot' present from the cable wire...

The singers are so great.... Despite, there were some problems with sound system at the beginning.... But, the drummer did pull it off and distracted us..... Power Station's hot voice is the best... they really took away the show.... And is what exactly i want in a concert...... I seated there...., listened to this wonderful singers' voice... and once in awhile, i lip-synced the songs as though i knew the lyric so well... despite i dunno how to read those Chinese characters on the screen..... POWER STATION... You guys are the best!!!!!!!

Soler's Hot bods are as great as their voice.... Our Malaysian Z-Chen really makes Malaysian proud with his professionalism.... Despite things are getting 'hot' with wire and sound systems, he did a great job man... especially when he did his on vocal on I Will Always Love You'.... I'm impressed with his voice... Not to forget 'ang moh' -looking Thai cutie 'Chin'.... He really can danced... Especially the hot dance with his dancers from Thailand...

But...Poor fellow 'Chin' had to wait for so long... cause he so 'shui' that day when he was about to start to sing..... suddenly things was blackout, from the sound systems to the lighting... He didn't realized on his right wing, there were some fire going on...

At first, I thought they were preparing some fireworks... and when i saw the fire getting bigger and bigger, i realized the cable wire is on fire.... suddenly everyone from the RM 168 literally had to run for their life.... Because you never know when the whole thing will blast...

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BTW, got one guy so nice till he sacrificed his mineral water to put off the fire... but he probably didn't know that electrical fire cannot use water to put of....

But, anyway, thanks to the fire, we had to wait for 45 minutes to have the all the system worked to continue the festival because i will not leave unless i listen to POWER STATION to sing LIVE'!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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The fire is just right before the tent for rock zone... can you imagine how all this people ran to the other side????

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The whole festival suddenly began with confusion... people who seated the other end like can't hear anything from Nicholas and Mei Yan... We started to be confused.... They also don't know what happened.... But i think they are trying to make the crowd more calm and distracted with singers that yet to perform... I bet Amigo Chui was also having hard time... I wonder is this the first time he seemed 'fire' in any shows he emceed....

So, they began to use the megaphone and calm with us... and one by one they invited the artistes who yet to perform to sing with us and at the same time, make us sing with them... Some guys behind was saying this... " They should pay us for singing for them"....

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After 10 minutes....

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After 45 minutes.... Everything came back....

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I think people refused to leave because all the big shot artistes are not out yet... i was asking my friend...

"If the whole thing cancel, will they pay us back full price or half price???????"

And she answered....

" I thought you got this tickets for free???"

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Thanks to Cheesie....

So, how I won the tickets to T. Music festival...

Well, at first, i must be damm bored .... till i do not have anything to do... i browsed on people's blogs... not many is my favourite.... for one, is this one....

Cheeserland....

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She happened to promote for this music festival... and i happened to read... and she happened to offer to people for the best comment... and i happened to write a flash back of my childhood time....

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And the next day, i happened to receive email from cheesie...

And she said i won!!!!

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Together with other 10 lucky winners...

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Yeah......... Thanks to cheesie!!!!!

By the way, darling cheesie.... my name is SHIAU LEE... not SHAIU LEE....

T. Music Festival... Here I come...

Today, I purposely come back to KL before my long month of on-call rally for raya festival.... so i can come to see them...

Power Station....

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and them....

Soler....

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I also want to see him...

David T...

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and JT...

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And Khalil and his glasses...

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and listen to Kay singing Hei Tik Kai

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And all this happened because i lost my lingerie.... thanks to that idiot asshole who stole it.... Now, i have 360 degree turn of luck and therefore, i have good luck shining at me... and i won two RM168 tickets to watch them singing live... for 5 hours!!!!

Yes, my friends,

I am going to T. Music Festival tonight... which will held in Bukit Jalil Stadium... exactly at 7pm and end at 12 midnight.... 5-hour marathon concert of listening to different singers under one roof.....

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And this time, i hope I'm not disappointed with the seat arrangement cause the last time i was in bukit Jalil while watching Lee Hom, i cannot even see Lee Hom's face!!!!

So, to see whether i need to use binocular or not... i went to axcess.com.my and check my seat... and i realized.....

I seat nearer to the stage!!!!! Huuuu.....huuuuu..... so happy.....

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Yeah.... what should i wear tonight????

I think i better bring my binocular....

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Look what happened to those chicks!!!

OMG.... though some asshole stole my lingerie... and I thought i have the worst luck... but my luck is far more better than those chicks... poor little chicks....

Chicks are thrown and picked and then dropped alive...

What disturbing reality.....

A new beginning......

I cried again..... and this time, I cried because i am ashamed of myself... i scolded myself who am i to complain that the world is not fair..... who am i to be weak when i have everything with me... who am i to complain that I'm a lonely girl in Ipoh, when my family members care for me so much far away from here... once they know i'm upset, they called me and asked me to be a strong girl....My mom, my brother, my sister...  my friend, Ms. CIL.... everyone care bout me....

Why am i ashamed of myself this time????

I felt so ashamed, i felt like a crying bimbo minus the beautiful.... Who am i to be so weak if compare to Michelle McNally in Black....Michelle is a deaf, blind and mute.... who is striving so hard to earn her bachelor in art in a university despite all her obstacles... under a care of an alcoholic teacher....

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Black is an Indian film by Sanjay Leela.... Starring Amitabh Bachchan as Debraj Sahai, the alcoholic teacher.... and Rani Mukerji as Michelle McNally... and is one of the 10 best movies of 2005 from across the world by the prestigious Time magazine....

Gambate!!! Today is a new beginning.... Is not everybody fault if that idiot stole lingerie... and is not your thesis problem too... so, please, wake up and do your thesis now.....

Caution: This film is extremely sentiment (May be Contagious)

I failed today.....

Is been long since I attended to this blog... thanks to my thesis... or should I say thanks to my incompetence... I'm lacking of time to finish my thesis on chronic low back pain...

Today....

Is really a 'shui' day for me...

I feel ashamed of myself.... the day is so 'shui' till i cried so loudly on my own.... I cried.... i cried.... i cried.... non-stop.... till the little boy next door asked her mom whether my mom beat me to death like she beat him yesterday night??????

What happened???????/

This morning i woke up early again...i need to save my time so i can read more research papers, So, i can write a good piece of thesis....

And then i went down and wash my lingerie.... and then put it outside to dry....

As usual, is already 1pm, i need more fuel, so i drove outside to buy some foods.... And within 15 minutes, i drove back home... and you know what i found??? 

MY LINGERIE IS GONE!!!!! SOMEONE BLOODY ASSHOLE STOLE MY LINGERIE!!! THOSE EXPENSIVE ONES I BOUGHT WHEN I WENT TO HATYAI DURING NEW YEAR 2009....

I was so upset till i cried in my car alone... i called my mom but she didn't pick up....

I run upstairs to my room.... stared at me messy table.... my notebook... my studies.... my half-written thesis...

Tears streaming down my cheeks.... my throat shouted sounds i didn't recognize....

I feel like the world is not fair to me.... i feel things are not going smoothly as i thought.... as i planned.... I'm blur... I'm dumb-founded... i realized i'm that weak.... i realized i'm not the strong girl i used to me.....

But quickly, i calmed myself... regain my composure...And then, i got into my car... and my mom called me... suddenly, my tears lingered down my cheeks again....... i cried again... i complained to my mom... my mom assured me... consoled me... she said she will pay for the new ones.... But i still cried... i told her is not bout the money.... i cried because i don't know what is going on.... why someone can just stole something between 15 minutes????

My mom asked my brother to talk to me... though my brother is younger than me 3 years, but most of the time, he is like my older brother....

So, i went out and bought new lingerie..... in JUSCO... where else can i go in Ipoh??? and i can't get my size.....

OMG... life couldn't get any worse...