She fetched me from dad's shop today... She came back from her gathering with,= the group of friends who are monitoring her and give her many encouragement to overcome her symptoms of laziness.
Out of blue, she asked me out for movie. Immediately, I feel nervousness creeping into me... I do not know how to reject her... But I seriously not ready to go out with her ....
I kept quiet......
After a while, I spoke up....
I told her I would prefer to see her improve in another way... For example like helping around the houses and shops. I told her I'm not ready to do this....
Sigh.... I think I hurt her.....
But I can't help it.... I really cannot get over this barrier.....
Thinking that I may be the cause of she is not recovering is making me feeling really regretful and guilty.....
How I wish I can be better person to her?
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