May 2012
She started another drama again....
One day, Father called me while i was having dinner with them...... Father sounded nervous.... He said shefelt depressed, called him and asked him to come back.....
I told them that i need to go back home stat..... Three of them sounded shocked.... I do not know how to tell them.... cause is such a long story..... I just told them something happened at home.... I need to go home now.... I will explain to them once things more settle down....
I went home and saw her in her depressed mode again.... I asked whether she wants hospital admission or not... she refused.... then i asked what she wants..... She said she does not know.... Sigh...... I'm really clueless..... I really do not know how to help her anymore....
I came home and think...... Whether i should tell them about her condition or not..... I do not know how to tell them that her condition will also affect me.... Every time she created drama, i also will be affected..... I will have my flashback, nightmares....
Since that day, she did all the funny stunts..... she confronted me..... she asked me why i did not treat her like other.... why i cannot go to movie with her..... I got so scared.... and i breakdown.... i cried so hard that i need to call my dad for help....
I do not know how to tell these newly found good friends that i know underlying i have problems but i'm still functioning....
Sigh....
The only thing i can do is apologizing.... I really did not meant to worry them.....
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