This journey is incredibly humbling for me.

From being wounded and not knowing which way is up and wondering whether or not i could be ALIVE or not and at the same time, finding new MEANING in my new life in this FOREIGN place.....It's been an AMAZING journey

I am a daughter, sister, dog-owner and friend.

Currently, i am learning to train my mind and body. I want to hold my body, challenge my physical ability to a level i could never imagine.

I definitely have learn to stop letting these people who do so little for me in my life but control so much of my mind, feeling and emotions.

Learning to let them go from my life is definitely one of the best achievement i ever done to myself.

Goodbye my friends.... Hope when we meet again, we are once strangers again.

Thursday, November 8, 2007

I have a lump over my periauricular......

When i was 8 years old, i lost my left earring when i was playing games with my friends in Assunta Primary. Well, days after the incidence, i have an infection over my left earlobe..... Soon, i have a small lump form over behind my earlobe. Over the years, i didn't know what it is.... so, i moved on with my life with it....

So, recently i decided to remove it after i went to pierce my ear after so many years of avoiding earrings. Few year back, every time i went to the flea market, i have to avoid earrings section as i know i don't have the chance to wear it ..... But, things change tremendously in Ipoh, i decided to pierce my ears again after waiting so many years........

My latest obsession over earrings.....

But right now, I'm looking forward to remove the lump behind my ear now.... And i was scheduled to have excision on last Tues, but last minute i defaulted the op in my gown because i suddenly have an vision of my scar behind my ear.... i feel very scare already.... so, i decided to see a plastic surgeon.... hopefully i can get a reasonable one....

The lump with me since 8 years old....


  1. i believe i have a smilar "bump" did you go through with it being removed?

  2. Dear Anonymous,

    actually i have it removed already.... And i think is the best choice.... and i'm in medical field, thus certain advice i can give u....

    I removed under a plastic surgeon in Hospital Ipoh.... Shall blog bout it later... and if u wanna know more, feel free to email me at

  3. I think I have it too, how did we get it? what is it exactly? Is it serious?

  4. Well,for some it is known as sebaceous cyst, some is just dermoid.... my doc said is nothing serious... and mine is due to infection.... what bout u???