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This journey is incredibly humbling for me.

From being wounded and not knowing which way is up and wondering whether or not i could be ALIVE or not and at the same time, finding new MEANING in my new life in this FOREIGN place.....It's been an AMAZING journey

I am a daughter, sister, dog-owner and friend.

Currently, i am learning to train my mind and body. I want to hold my body, challenge my physical ability to a level i could never imagine.

I definitely have learn to stop letting these people who do so little for me in my life but control so much of my mind, feeling and emotions.

Learning to let them go from my life is definitely one of the best achievement i ever done to myself.

Goodbye my friends.... Hope when we meet again, we are once strangers again.

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

I WANT MY SELF-ESTEEM BACK!!!!!

I always have low self-esteem because I always think bout my imperfection which include the lists as below.....

First and foremost, i have low self-esteem because

I'm fat....
and then my family trademark...

i have round nose....
Follow with

Incomplete double eyelids.....
And the unsuitable match with

small mouth.....
And thanks to my daily fix..

i have yellow teeth.....

Follow with constant supply of chocolate...

i have fat cheeks.....


and then my childhood fat cause me to have elephant legs....

And then i have spare tires....... but if is Hummer spare tires.... i just love it...


But then i found this ad, which make me feel better......



video

At least for another 45 seconds, i feel slightly better about myself and my flaws....

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