What do you most value in your friends?
Their continued existence.”
― Christopher Hitchens, Hitch
Every time i am down, i become more depressed. And then my soul dies a little.
Have i been feeling down till i woke up there is this heavy little weight in my chest?
Yes, i have.
And it seems kind of norm for women with PMS.
Sometimes i wish someone use a knife and cut my chest and take out the heart and take away the heaviness from me so that i feel a little light.
Down and depression are normal emotions if it happened once in a while, but it's how we handle this emotions and how our friends response to this 'unusual-not-so-happy' side of me i find it intriguing.
I've had massive frequency of downs and depressed moments for the past two years. And how 'friends' react to this so-called-negative sides of me has always give me a wake-up call.
"Hello, are these 'friends' ok with you being down?"
Reality check. Ta Da!!!
"Not everybody will be 'ok' with you for being sulking 24/7"
