Teesside...... Here i come....

Well, guys..... i'm going to Teesside now.......

Well, more specific, i'm doing a long distance degree under Teesside university........ and for your information..... it is not the reason why i didn't update for so long.... The reason is i'm damm ******** lazy to think what to write.... and i have writer's block!!!!!!!!

Ok..... is not i'm Rowling that depends on my words to put food on my table.... but writing is always sometimes i want to do but i'm lousy at it.... but at the end i still do it shamelessly....

well, i think for the coming 18 months, i'll be very busy..... assignments, reading articles... appraising articles.... and also presentation.... hmmm...... I'm very very worry if half way through the class, i asked myself...

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE????

Cause doing degree is what i always wanna do... but a long distance degree... doesn't seem very appealing to me..... but is the best choice as i dun have to quit my job.... and i can upgrade my pathetic diploma to my degree.....

I need INSPIRATION!!!!!!!!!

My ride leaving my home behind....

I always wanna wrote bout this....... every time i boarded my bus back to Ipoh after spending my weekend in KL.....

I always tell myself to save money to buy HTC touch pro..... so, i can type down my emotions when i was on a bus leaving my family, my home, my dog, my friends in KL.....

Every time i boarded the bus, i feel a spam of loneliness lingering in my mind.... slowly, the loneliness drained down to my heart...... then, i started to fell sourness in my heart.....

Life has been different since i moved to Ipoh for work.... Ipoh is a simple yet boring town..... Is rather different from Peejay..... Peejay is also a simple town..... but i never feel bored with it.....

Maybe because i have my family and friends there...... Despite how much i hate the environment at home due to some reasons.... somehow, somewhere, i miss Peejay so much......

Despite Ipoh is known for its delicious and varieties of foods, from Chicken Taugeh Noddles, to cheap Salted Chicken.... But, i still miss my dad's delicious braised duck rice......

Everytime i glanced back at my brother car....... i can feel warm tears streaming down my cheeks... out of nowhere.....

But, there is some kind of persistent will i have in my heart to keep and keep on staying in Ipoh... despite how much i miss Peejay and KL........

What is that lingering there???