We are different at different time....

I received this email from a friend.... Though I don't know who is the photographer, therefore I want to acknowledge the owner of these pictures, is well-taken, but I think is meaningful... because there is a meaning behind these pictures......

We are like forests.....

At different season, it has different view.....

During spring time, you will see flower buds coming out from the trees. Tiny leaves begin to grow...... Hope seems to come to life....

During summer, sun shines brightly at the forest, welcoming them to life.... Trees looking cheerful, and flowers look lively,....

And then, when autumn come, leaves turn yellow......and trees looking vibrant... they shown their best color.... before, succumb into hibernation....

During winter, the forest look cold and ugly..... Trees are lifeless.... and river looking fragile.....

Our life is also like this circle of life of these trees and river..... We change as we aged..... We begin our life as an infant during spring, slowly, we grown up into adulthood in the summer.... And then, during autumn, we make ourselves better person, so, during older days in winter, we can tell ourselves,

I AM A BETTER PERSON BECAUSE I MAKE THROUGH LIFE WITH NO REGRET......

Lee Hom Music Man Malaysia Concert 2009

Last year September 2008, when I was in Singapore with my family for Ninth God Festival (Is kinda tradition to go Singapore's Turtle Island for prayers, I think my dad used that reason as a holidays for family.), I saw this advert in front of an optical shop.

My brother teased me and said I should steal the poster and hang it on my bedroom's wall and imagine he is performing in front of me while I blasted his 'Taipei Heroes of Earth Concert 2008'. Everyone mistaken thought I'm crazy bout him which indeed in certain way I'm... But I don't use the word 'crazy' because I can't afford to scream at him during his concert cause I know there is no point behind it, he can't hear my ugly voice anyway.

But of course, if he appear like this

Bare Chest!!!!

Arrrrgghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll definitely scream like no one business till i annoy the person sit next to me...

So, in April 2009, finally, he officially announced that he will be having his concert tour in Malaysia. I was rather ecstatic over it. Thinking, now that i have been working for past one year, i think i can fork some money for the concert..... But as times goes by, and i decided not to fork out the money because of my new commitment for Iphone... Damm!!!!!

And then, my beloved sister offered and said she will pay for the RM398 tickets, crazy man, i was so excited but at the end, i told her i don't want to go because i afraid i got to work on that Saturday. And it turns out i had to work on that weekend.However, i did not the concert day, but on labor day!!!!!!

So, days before his concert, I listened to his non-stop, when i go to work, when i come back from work, his songs keep repeating in my car audio..... Now I sound I'm crazy....... (kekekeke, actually, i left my other CDs in KL, i only has his CDs in my van)

Suddenly, on 30th April 2009, 5 minutes before my yoga class bout to start, Jac called me......

Is like Déjà-vu......

Jac said "Shiau Lee, where are you now"

Me replied " Going into my yoga class"

Jac said " Huh, means you are still in Ipoh"

Me mentioned, " Of course, tom is my on call day, why?"

Jac said, " Actually, i got tickets from Z for Lee Hom's concert!!!"

Me shouted, " What????? I'm coming back right after my on call tomorrow.... I want to go.... i want to go!!!! Hahahahahha!!!!!! You are going with me or what????"

Jac said " But she hasn't give me the ticket yet"

Me assured, " Never mind, I'll come back, if have, we go together, if not, is ok with me, we find other things to do."

Actually i lied, deep down in my heart, I'm clinging to the hope that she will get the tickets!!!!! HAhahahaha.!!!!!!!...

Now, i sounded like a crazy hypocrite idiotic fan!!!!!!!

But, anyway,

LEE HOM ROCKS!!!!!!!

Hope can he will play Er Hu this time

Or maybe see him jump like this

Or drool at him while he play his violin

Or watch him drumming suavely

Now, i sounded like a crazy girl.......

Thanks to Homaniacs for the pictures.....

Look.... What I find in my closet???

When i was form 5, i did a project for my Biology class..... actually, i suppose to do it in a group.... is a group project.... but, due to time effect.... and also we can't decide on the topic for the project, i decided to explore on something based on my creativity.... at the end, i did it myself.....

So, Jaclyn, Wei Lan and Sook Han..... I'm sorry...... i didn't tell U guys that i did the project on my own without you guys' permission.... i'm one selfish a**h*** brat.....

So, this was my project....

And it looks like this when u opened it....

And when u removed it from the box and arranged it, it looks like this...

Drums roll!!!!!

Is a replica of our upper limb, of course minus our scapula or shoulder blade.....

Close look up, you can see our humerus bone.... which is the arm bone.....

And then, u can see the elbow joint, combination of three bones , the humerus, the ulna & the radius....

But, when i went to physio college, i realized the whole bone structures are damn wrong....

actually, the ulna olecranon is behind the humerus bone...not underneath the humerus bone...

And the worst is, i thought our palm only have one bone,so, i make it like this....

The whole bone structure is made from one bone....

No wonder my biology teacher gave me a weird and funny look when i handed up my project.... she probably laughed to death when she open the box in the teachers' room.....

Finally....

Finally.....

I'm done with the first assignment of my thesis..... Although I left college only less than 2 years, but suddenly I feel so difficult to regain my composure to study back again....

Since the questions release by the university during CNY (WTF..... and yes... I was doing my thesis during CNY).....

My cousin was asking why am i bringing my notebook around during house-hoping on 1st day of CNY.... and i was baby-sitting my nephews while their mom was having massage in Hydro Majestic......and at the same time, i wrote the 2nd paragraph of my thesis.....

Therefore, today, i officially giving myself break from thesis.... break from McD..... and of course, i can spend time blogging again......

Well, and best of all, I'm on my way back to KL now.... and I'm on train ride....

Did i tell you that i'm addicted with train ride now....???? And is dirt cheap taking the train ride.......From Ipoh to KL Sentral..... on 3 hours ride... and the best thing, is only 10 buck for the third class..... and what U get from third class....

YOU GOT THIS!!!!

The photo is shaken not because of the bumpy ride.... is because of my shaky hands.... please excuse me....

Now, this is better.......

Oooo..... how much i miss KL??????

Oooooppssss... did i tell U that i went back to KL every weekend now???

My first essay marked........

Walauweh.... after 1 1/2 years since i left school.... i suddenly feel like i don't know how to write a proper academic writing....... what is worst is when i got back my writing my writing has much more foreign notes on it...... it seems the number of words in the comment by my tutor is much much much more than my 500-words essay.......

What was the feeling lingering in me when i was doing this writing on Saturday night and Sunday night????

Oooooo... it was this.....

And i was also thinking plagiarism...... i thought as long i reference the person and i cited the article..... means i didn't plagiarized anybody works... right... means i aknowlegde the person who structured the words...... OH MY GOD..... WHEN I RECEIVED THE COMMENT FROM MY MODULE LEADER... THAT LENG CHAI PT TOLD......

"YOU are Rooooo... Bishhhhh..... (OK ....ok.... i make that up)...... That's plagiarsm..... U neeeedddd tooo prodooce yoooouurrsss wurrdss wheeennnn yuuuu reeeddd deee aarrttiiccllleeesss"

Aiyo....... Feel so difficult la.........

but the worst thing is when they told us they have a software that can detect plagiarsm.... TURNITIN....

i thought is tur-ni-tin... and i thought is some kind of website using concoction to make us blur and blur when doing this essay...

Actually, it is Turn-it-in... means... turn it in your damm PLAGRIRISED writings and get it all red highlighted..... kakakaka.... ok... it seems when writing is highlighted with red, it seems like your writing is 75% to 100% plagrirised.... WTF..... Who is that fellow who so damm smart and create this type of software????? you definitely one rich F*****G millionaire.....

So, never mind, when i received my writing... i thought my English got standard enoughla.... sure can get lesser comment.....mana tahu... i got comment like this

• " Incorrect font type"-------> FONT type also considered error!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



• " Spelling errors" -------> I already spelling checked many many many f******g times already... why do i still have spelling mistake!!!!!!????????? !@#$%^&*()

• "Grammatical errors" --------> I need help now........

• " Unclear expression" ---------> Aiyo this leng chai kuai lo doesn't understand what i'm trying to express!!!!!! i just want to tell him he is leng chai!!!!!!

And there is more comments.... till my whole body trembles..... I'm thinking bout my next thesis which is due in 2 months....

At the end.....

i realized already..... after some exaggerate expressions, kiasu-comparing who did better essays with others....

At least is a good thing this leng chai kwai lo PT gave me a good stern and strict comment over my first essay.... and is mark less.... i know my thought is wrong....

• my thought of me being a good writer is actually bullshit....

• my thought of I'm a better student is ridiculous....

and the worst thing is...

my thought of MICROSOFT WORD is damm reliable in spell-check.... but that's F****G wrong...... WTF......

Teesside...... Here i come....

Well, guys..... i'm going to Teesside now.......

Well, more specific, i'm doing a long distance degree under Teesside university........ and for your information..... it is not the reason why i didn't update for so long.... The reason is i'm damm ******** lazy to think what to write.... and i have writer's block!!!!!!!!

Ok..... is not i'm Rowling that depends on my words to put food on my table.... but writing is always sometimes i want to do but i'm lousy at it.... but at the end i still do it shamelessly....

well, i think for the coming 18 months, i'll be very busy..... assignments, reading articles... appraising articles.... and also presentation.... hmmm...... I'm very very worry if half way through the class, i asked myself...

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE????

Cause doing degree is what i always wanna do... but a long distance degree... doesn't seem very appealing to me..... but is the best choice as i dun have to quit my job.... and i can upgrade my pathetic diploma to my degree.....

I need INSPIRATION!!!!!!!!!

My ride leaving my home behind....

I always wanna wrote bout this....... every time i boarded my bus back to Ipoh after spending my weekend in KL.....

I always tell myself to save money to buy HTC touch pro..... so, i can type down my emotions when i was on a bus leaving my family, my home, my dog, my friends in KL.....

Every time i boarded the bus, i feel a spam of loneliness lingering in my mind.... slowly, the loneliness drained down to my heart...... then, i started to fell sourness in my heart.....

Life has been different since i moved to Ipoh for work.... Ipoh is a simple yet boring town..... Is rather different from Peejay..... Peejay is also a simple town..... but i never feel bored with it.....

Maybe because i have my family and friends there...... Despite how much i hate the environment at home due to some reasons.... somehow, somewhere, i miss Peejay so much......

Despite Ipoh is known for its delicious and varieties of foods, from Chicken Taugeh Noddles, to cheap Salted Chicken.... But, i still miss my dad's delicious braised duck rice......

Everytime i glanced back at my brother car....... i can feel warm tears streaming down my cheeks... out of nowhere.....

But, there is some kind of persistent will i have in my heart to keep and keep on staying in Ipoh... despite how much i miss Peejay and KL........

What is that lingering there???

20 cents Automatic toilet service at Eye on Malaysia....

Kekekeke..... this is so weird.... it seems i like to share my experience of toilet in Malaysia....

Ever since i receive forward mail on Toilet Restaurant from a friend.... i like to see what Malaysia toilets got to offer... besides, being smelly ..... Being wet .... Being dirty.... What else Malaysia toilets can offer......?????

Well, found one decent one.... though it is still wet, smelly and dirty... but I'm impressed with it.....

This is the entrance..... the one on the left is ladies.... while the the one on the right of course the gents.... While the one in the middle is the cleaner?????

I dun understand... this toilet is automatic.... what the heck is the cleaner do when the toilet can clean itself?????

Initially i thought there is gender different for both toilets... then, i realize I'm wrong.... it is unisex..... u.... u... u... can use the same toilet..... but whether at the same time or not.... i not sure la....


Well, initially i thought it costs RM2 as what it was advertised... then, actually it is only 20 cent for 15 minutes.... but, i used 10 pieces of 20 cent.... it doesn't even wanna 'makan' my 20 cent..... now, there is where the usage of the cleaner... she is the one who will 'makan' my 20 cent and manually 'tekan' some buttons and let me used the toilet.....

This is the technology in Malaysia.... the more u call it automatic.... the more it will be manually handled..... that's Malaysia culture....

First thing i realised in the toilet is the air cond..... Is not bad.... 20 cent for 15 minutes air cond service in the hot day.... if u can bear with the 'hanyir' smell in the toilet.... why not????

But one thing is really good.... the toilet bowl is clean... Maybe is the auto flush pump system..... While we oooo and ahhh.... over this technology in this toilet.... u can find the same auto flush pump system in every public toilet in Singapore.... even the in the old coffee shop in Geylang Street.....


Well, at least this toilet has few systems tat is automatic....

The hand basin......

Now u see.....


Now you don't....

Is like Chipsmore.....

Well, that's my 20 cents experience with Malaysia's Canggih Automatic Toilet which is manually handled by the kakak cleaner....

Thanks kakak....