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This journey is incredibly humbling for me.

From being wounded and not knowing which way is up and wondering whether or not i could be ALIVE or not and at the same time, finding new MEANING in my new life in this FOREIGN place.....It's been an AMAZING journey

I am a daughter, sister, dog-owner and friend.

Currently, i am learning to train my mind and body. I want to hold my body, challenge my physical ability to a level i could never imagine.

I definitely have learn to stop letting these people who do so little for me in my life but control so much of my mind, feeling and emotions.

Learning to let them go from my life is definitely one of the best achievement i ever done to myself.

Goodbye my friends.... Hope when we meet again, we are once strangers again.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

What If I'm A Russian Spy

Have you ever think you as a spy?

I always have this imagination that I'm a Russian Spy, which in reality, I'm Physiotherapist in a small hospital in Perak, but in fact, I'm a Russian Spy, I secretly underwent vigorous training with Russian Army few years back... before i was placed in Ipoh Hospital..... I was given a secret mission by Mother Russia




So, what is my mission in Ipoh Hospital????



Well, actually the mission is not in the Ipoh Hospital.......

Friday, July 9, 2010

Poor car

Few days ago, Ipoh had this storm coming to us….. Luckily i was still working, but inside my department i can hear the flying rooftop…. right after work, we drove back, and we passed by the maternity building, and right behind the ward 24 and 23, i saw this…
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Wow…. really pity the cars that were parked there…
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I heard you can’t claim from insurance due to natural disaster!!!

I want to be The Sorcerer’s Apprentice

After i watched Harry Potter and the saga, i always have this illusions that i wish I'm Hermione. I want to be the first human with special magic power…..

When i was writing my thesis, i wish i can take my wand and make it write all the thesis for me.

When i was attending my class, i wish i can fast forward the time, so the class it ends fast.

But last week, i have a friend, though we are not close, but we do knew each other. Every time we met, we’ll sure give each other a bear hug. And this girl is someone i love and hate her at the same time. I don’t really like her because this girl is someone that is difficult to understand her. If people doesn’t know her, they will think this girl is so manja, cocky and annoying. But if people know her, she is just the way she is.

However, one day i received a facebook chat from a friend all the that Sharm just left us….. then…..

Few days later, i received an email with attachment as below…

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According to the news, they said Sharm’s car flew off from the road, and hit the pillar 10 feet from ground!!!!!!

And the steering just collapsed on her head….. And as you can see her car was smashed into few pieces….

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According to my friend, Sharm left her office in JB for her hometown in Melaka. In fact, someone stated that she did SMSed one of her friend that she was sleepy…

I still remember i met Sharm one month ago, i feel a pinch of regret for her loss now….

THEREFORE, WHEN I HEARD SHARM LEFT US, I WISH I’M SORCERER’S APPRENTICE SO I CAN TURN BACK HER TIME AND TOLD HER TO REST BEFORE HER JOURNEY…….

AS A SORCERER’S APPRENTICE I WISH I CAN FREEZE THE MOMENT SHE HAD THE ACCIDENT, SO I CAN SAVE HER BEFORE HER CAR CLASHED THE PILLAR.

AS A SORCERER’S APPRENTICE, I WISH I CAN FORSEE THIS INCIDENT WOULD HAPPENED, SO I CAN CALL SHARM DON’T GO…..

REST IN PEACE, SHARM…. YOU WILL BE MISSED!!!!!!!

Guess what is this new thing?

I went to Jusco that day for grocery shopping… While i was queuing up for payment, i saw this

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I was thinking why they display ‘condom’ in such a open space and in large amount!!!!!

Take a nearer look and see whether is condom or not?

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I wonder what is COBALT flavor taste like?????

Sunday, July 4, 2010

My Mind is the Scene of the Crime

I always wanna keep my mind with this secret..... And i always wanna silenced this secret and forget it forever.... I hope it never appear again in my mind.... But every time when July is here, i feel I'm flash backing to 10 years ago.... life is like 18 years old all over again....

When i was 18 years old, i fell in love with a friend...... when all my friends left for study oversea... i was left all alone here... i had a good friend.... and we knew each other that we had this puppy love feeling..... I knew one day it'll develop into something if we move on.... But he was suppose to go oversea to study.... his parents have high expectation on him.... But he refused to go.... stated that he has his own reason..... But i secretly knew that is something about love.....

My Water Moments – July Rain and July Wave

When the rain drizzles along the hallway, i always feel sad and torturous…..
Raining season reminds me of someone…. A person i lost long long time ago…. Therefore, tears linger down my cheeks naturally…
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