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This journey is incredibly humbling for me.

From being wounded and not knowing which way is up and wondering whether or not i could be ALIVE or not and at the same time, finding new MEANING in my new life in this FOREIGN place.....It's been an AMAZING journey

I am a daughter, sister, dog-owner and friend.

Currently, i am learning to train my mind and body. I want to hold my body, challenge my physical ability to a level i could never imagine.

I definitely have learn to stop letting these people who do so little for me in my life but control so much of my mind, feeling and emotions.

Learning to let them go from my life is definitely one of the best achievement i ever done to myself.

Goodbye my friends.... Hope when we meet again, we are once strangers again.
Showing posts with label Ramblings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ramblings. Show all posts

Friday, February 27, 2009

Look.... What I find in my closet???

When i was form 5, i did a project for my Biology class..... actually, i suppose to do it in a group.... is a group project.... but, due to time effect.... and also we can't decide on the topic for the project, i decided to explore on something based on my creativity.... at the end, i did it myself.....
So, Jaclyn, Wei Lan and Sook Han..... I'm sorry...... i didn't tell U guys that i did the project on my own without you guys' permission.... i'm one selfish a**h*** brat.....
So, this was my project....
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And it looks like this when u opened it....
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And when u removed it from the box and arranged it, it looks like this...
Drums roll!!!!!
Is a replica of our upper limb, of course minus our scapula or shoulder blade.....
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Close look up, you can see our humerus bone.... which is the arm bone.....
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And then, u can see the elbow joint, combination of three bones , the humerus, the ulna & the radius....
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But, when i went to physio college, i realized the whole bone structures are damn wrong....
actually, the ulna olecranon is behind the humerus bone...not underneath the humerus bone...
And the worst is, i thought our palm only have one bone,so, i make it like this....
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The whole bone structure is made from one bone....
No wonder my biology teacher gave me a weird and funny look when i handed up my project.... she probably laughed to death when she open the box in the teachers' room.....

Finally....

Finally.....

I'm done with the first assignment of my thesis..... Although I left college only less than 2 years, but suddenly I feel so difficult to regain my composure to study back again....

Since the questions release by the university during CNY (WTF..... and yes... I was doing my thesis during CNY).....

My cousin was asking why am i bringing my notebook around during house-hoping on 1st day of CNY.... and i was baby-sitting my nephews while their mom was having massage in Hydro Majestic......and at the same time, i wrote the 2nd paragraph of my thesis.....

Therefore, today, i officially giving myself break from thesis.... break from McD..... and of course, i can spend time blogging again......

Well, and best of all, I'm on my way back to KL now.... and I'm on train ride....

Did i tell you that i'm addicted with train ride now....???? And is dirt cheap taking the train ride.......From Ipoh to KL Sentral..... on 3 hours ride... and the best thing, is only 10 buck for the third class..... and what U get from third class....

YOU GOT THIS!!!!

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The photo is shaken not because of the bumpy ride.... is because of my shaky hands.... please excuse me....

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Now, this is better.......

Oooo..... how much i miss KL??????

Oooooppssss... did i tell U that i went back to KL every weekend now???

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Teesside...... Here i come....

Well, guys..... i'm going to Teesside now.......

Well, more specific, i'm doing a long distance degree under Teesside university........ and for your information..... it is not the reason why i didn't update for so long.... The reason is i'm damm ******** lazy to think what to write.... and i have writer's block!!!!!!!!
Ok..... is not i'm Rowling that depends on my words to put food on my table.... but writing is always sometimes i want to do but i'm lousy at it.... but at the end i still do it shamelessly....
well, i think for the coming 18 months, i'll be very busy..... assignments, reading articles... appraising articles.... and also presentation.... hmmm...... I'm very very worry if half way through the class, i asked myself...
WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE????
Cause doing degree is what i always wanna do... but a long distance degree... doesn't seem very appealing to me..... but is the best choice as i dun have to quit my job.... and i can upgrade my pathetic diploma to my degree.....
I need INSPIRATION!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, November 15, 2008

My ride leaving my home behind....

I always wanna wrote bout this....... every time i boarded my bus back to Ipoh after spending my weekend in KL.....

I always tell myself to save money to buy HTC touch pro..... so, i can type down my emotions when i was on a bus leaving my family, my home, my dog, my friends in KL.....

Every time i boarded the bus, i feel a spam of loneliness lingering in my mind.... slowly, the loneliness drained down to my heart...... then, i started to fell sourness in my heart.....

Life has been different since i moved to Ipoh for work.... Ipoh is a simple yet boring town..... Is rather different from Peejay..... Peejay is also a simple town..... but i never feel bored with it.....

Maybe because i have my family and friends there...... Despite how much i hate the environment at home due to some reasons.... somehow, somewhere, i miss Peejay so much......

Despite Ipoh is known for its delicious and varieties of foods, from Chicken Taugeh Noddles, to cheap Salted Chicken.... But, i still miss my dad's delicious braised duck rice......

Everytime i glanced back at my brother car....... i can feel warm tears streaming down my cheeks... out of nowhere.....

But, there is some kind of persistent will i have in my heart to keep and keep on staying in Ipoh... despite how much i miss Peejay and KL........

What is that lingering there???