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This journey is incredibly humbling for me.

From being wounded and not knowing which way is up and wondering whether or not i could be ALIVE or not and at the same time, finding new MEANING in my new life in this FOREIGN place.....It's been an AMAZING journey

I am a daughter, sister, dog-owner and friend.

Currently, i am learning to train my mind and body. I want to hold my body, challenge my physical ability to a level i could never imagine.

I definitely have learn to stop letting these people who do so little for me in my life but control so much of my mind, feeling and emotions.

Learning to let them go from my life is definitely one of the best achievement i ever done to myself.

Goodbye my friends.... Hope when we meet again, we are once strangers again.

Saturday, May 3, 2008

The First Malaysian Dreamgirl goes to...

My tulan scale today...

Today i'm less tulan cause i saw the finale of MDG... i love the way Elaine Daly kept on mentioning that MDG is solely due to voting basis during the Finale in One Utama... and she and the rest of the judges had nothing to do with it, which means she also want HANIS won, she even said that in the Star..... and also the last episode of MDG, when Alison was trying so hard to bring out the unfairness she felt and also how much CIndy does not deserve to win.....

Therefore, to all my friends, this will be the last post on MDG from me, i rest my case for now, and i'm so satisfied with MDG production crews for airing that part of Alison asking Cindy that question whether she deserved to win or not... though she said she deserves it... ([Piuutttt, pleasela....) and i'm looking forward to watch the 2nd season of MDG... Hope it will improve......... Gambate.....

Well, the end has comes.... and i wasted my time.... ok.... ok... even though i willingly did .... but still it is waste of time.... NVM.... Ipoh is so bored.... MDG is one of my refuges here... and also to see the drama and suspen created by Miss CINDY.......

and

The winner is.....

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HANIS MANIS

She looks so stunning in this red dress.... So damm gorgeous.....

And other winners of Malaysian Dreamgirl are:


I just can't help it... cause she deserves to win....This is her best shot... and i love her attitude..... she is way too mature than a 17 years old girl....
Looks and brain.... you got it all....

IAdeline is another great girl... despite being Ah Lian... and always have lousy photos taken.... but i salute her determination and also her innocence and her sincerity to do her best in MDG.... and hope the best for her...

Jay is my Malaysia Dreamgirl.... cause she has the look, height, body.... and also the attitude.... good job.... definitely is a good model... maybe the next Amber Chia

Eyna had the best pictures taken... But though, i think she better be still-photos model.... Runaway model is not suitable... all the time till she is eliminated.... but cause she is too quite, thus she is not appealing the the viewers.... *SOB*... but u got my votes....

Ringo is the sweet infamous blogger.... i really like her smile and also she is doing great job as one of the MDG girls...... and also read her blog.... Hope she will blog bout MDG... especially on Cindy...

Last but not least, Alison, though she only been in the show for two weeks, but in da last episode of MDG, i just love to see the way she talks, the way she trying to make Cindy to realize she is jus Malaysian Dreambitch not Malaysian Dreamgirl... You have my respect, dude.... Hope to see u in Facebook....


However at the end, the Malaysian Dreamgirl go to this girl..


To Cindy.....

I'm not sorry calling u bitch... I'm happy i wrote the post "Malaysian Dreamgirl turns Malaysia Dreambitch" though earlier in the episodes, i kinda like you being open and be yourself in da show.... because that's you... and you are one hell good BITCH.... but at the end, is not bout your attitude... Is about you jus dun deseve to win.... cause you didn't win.... your dad bought you the title.... (and i wan your dad to be my dad la).... and bout your accent, i dun give a dammla..... I dun give a damm you chose to speak Australian English but not Manglish... and congrats for being yourself.... though in da video, you said thanks to us for critising you.....

But i bet later off-camera.... you will said...

" Damm shit da innocentwitch.,... called me Malaysian Dreambitch.... and let other ppl start to call me tat... and started the damm post in Faceboook bout.... Malaysian Dreamgirl turns into Malaysian Dreambitch.... You are going to be dead meat... i'm going to ask my dad to buy me parang and chopped her into hundred pieces!@#$%^&*("

Hey does that remind you of you bitching with your dad during the show... calling ppl "In Ni Po" and "Ma Lai Po"?????? I think is very rude to call ppl names in public.... even though you are a nice person, even though i dunno you personally..... but seeing u started to call people names as above in the following episodes... really make me has this kind of ill-hatred feeling... and you just dun deserve my respect... which i know you will say "WHO NEEDS A INNOCENT WITCH RESPECT?????" Is not right to call people that......

*Shake head*........

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Malaysian Dreamgirl turns into Malaysian Dreambitch if.....

My tulan scale for today


My tulanness increases today because my favourite Malaysian Dreamgirl, Jay is officially out from this contest.....

Yay..... Malaysian Dreamgirl as comes to the end... and the conclusion is Malaysian Dreamgirl turns into Malaysian Dreambitch!!!

Why???

First, because she is walked out from the contest....
due to personal reasons

Second, she is out from MDG because she dunno how to speak proper English... and she just don't know how to reach out for the audiences....

Excuse me, we are looking for Malaysian Dreamgirl, not Malaysian Dream VJ.....

Third, she is out because she is damm garang???
Does she looks garang now???? I guess not... she is ok if compare to ... the complaint bitch....

Fourth, she is out because she is trying to be the most diplomatic player in MDG

OMG.... Well, is alright if you don't call this Malaysian Dreamgirl, but you must call this Malaysian girls' Dream body!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fifth, she is out because she is not daddy's girl...


Her expression is flawless with the eyelashes......


Well, so if these girls can't make it to the top three of Malaysian Dreamgirl...... then why these girls can make it????

AND I WANT TO KNOW WHY SHE IS IN TOP THREE?????




"OH MY GOD...... MOM.... I FORGOT YOU TOLD ME NOT TO SMILE WITH MY OPEN MOUTH..."

NOW THE WHOLE WORLD KNOW THAT MALAYSIAN DREAMGIRL TOP THREE STILL HAS HER BRACES ON.....













HOLY SHIT.... I FORGOT HOW TO SMILE....

OOOOPPPSSSS....


I SHOULDN'T HAVE SCOLDED MY BRO FOR HELPING ME TO SHUT OFF THE BLOODY COMMENTS OVER MY BLOG....

NOW I JUST CAN'T SMILE...... CAUSE I JUST BITCHED BOUT HOW ADELINE BEING HYPOCRITE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERAMAN








"ALAMAKLA....

I FORGOTLA....

WHAT POSE SHOULD I DO AH????

WHAT BOUT THE MONKEY POSE, AH... PHOTOGRAPHER KO KO....????

WITH MY HAND SCRATCHING MY HEAD...."

IS TAT A POSE OR SHE IS THINKING HOW TO POSE??????





Alright.... the reason why i called MDG as Malaysian Dreambitch.....


Someone please tell me she doesn't look one hell bitch from CHINA..... the one that sells DVDs in pasar malam.... Ke ke chai... Ni oi Mai wo de VCD mah??? Hau Pien yi de....

Well,if she doesn't look like one.... she does act like one bitch...

Earlier all her calls, she complaint bout everything to her dad (is kinda weird, usually mothers are the one that holds this position.... l) ... she complaint bout people not talking to her... she complaint bout people who talks to her as hypocrite..... she complaint bout she is not washing dishes....and she complaint people complaint her for not washing dishes... she is one complaint bitch.... don't she feels tired????


Now, you can see.... finally.... she is smiling her way throughout her conversation with her infamous dad...


Then suddenly, she complaint lots of people commented her in her blog....


And then she complaint when her dad helped her to block her blog... and said she can't earn money if nobody is allow to see her blog....

And then.... she ended her conversation.... "Hey did you vote for me??? As the complaint bitch in MDG??????"

i know i will surely vote......

FOR MALAYSIAN DREAMBITCH.....




Monday, April 21, 2008

I was tagged by What the F*CK?!

My tulan scale for today


Ok..... not the TAGGED.... is a tag from Maggie's blog..... She tagged me long time ago... but i dunno what happened till i went and read her blog again. i guess is an honour.... cause... i started this blog because i read Maggie's blog... Is interesting.... thus, it kinda gives me a drive to start mine as well.... So, to continue this tagging thingy.... i have to follow the rules....

So, the rules are:-

The Rules

  • Link to your tagger and post these rules.
  • List eight random facts about yourself.
  • Tag eight people at the end of your post and list their names (linking to them).
  • Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.
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1. I want to lose another 15 kgs
Life hasn't be really good if i be fat..... Mayb because i never a thin girl... i have this F*cking desire of being thin.... Thus, i wanna challenge myself to be thin.... by doing yoga daily... but Jami told me once that Yoga won't make me thin.... she said i must do cardio.... Actually i know bout the cardio thingy.... but i don;t like to do exercises alone...... HOW?????

2. I'm addicted to Yoga....
I want to stretch my lower back as i have tight lower back.... till it got really flexible, so i can touch my toe anytime, anywhere and any style i wan.... Oh,... and i want to be the next gymnast for the Malaysia..... *Kuang... Kuang*.....

3. Wang Lee Hom is my boyfriend...
I love Wang Lee Hom..... I'm crazy bout him.... And i want to be his wife...... too bad... he is gay...... Lee Hom... Why???? Why???? Why??? You rather choose him but not me???????

4. I'm in love with chocolate
I love chocolate bar with more than 60% of cocoa.... and i'm crazy with chocolate will i need to take one piece per day..... I just love it....

5. I miss my King kong
Ever since i move to Ipoh, i left my King Kong in PeeJay... and now i still miss him though i also have two fluffy friends with me in Ipoh... But still my King Kong is the best......

6. I'm a messy girl....
I can't get my hair in proper place..... I can;t get my table clean..... I throw my used clothes on the floor.... and my mom is worry that i'll be old maid..... Actually, at the age of this... i also kinda worry too....

7. I still hate Ms. M
Till now she still won't bother to rekindle our friendship.... GO TO HELL Ms. M.... Wanna know what happened between me and tat bitch... go here...

8. I'm a Hidradenitis Suppurativa sufferer
For some people who know me but not that well would not know i have this prob.. in fact, even my bro and sis do not know.... cause this disease is so rare till i dunno how to tell them in Chinese... i just can't find the Chinese term for this disease.... So, i would have multiple boils all over my body... currently, the prob is over my axilla.... and there is no cure for this disease.... i'm so worry but i can't worry more cause stress worsen the condition... thus i have to learn to accept it and find the best solution... i may not cure it but i can control it.....
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I'm tagging

Farihna
Rowena
Peter Tan
Margaret Yoong
Kenny Sia
Nicole
Irene Teng
Jeff Ooi

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Malaysian Dreamgirl.... More like Malaysia's Next Top Model...

My tulan scale for today

I'm more tulan cause Jay and Nadia are the bottom 3.... and MDG is turning Malaysia Most Popular Girl....

When Malaysian Dreamgirl is being heavily promoted by Kenny Sia.... I was looking forward to watch... Plus, is free and available online.... Good... means i don't have to pay and don't have to own Astro to watch this reality series.... plus, in my mind, i thought the reality series is looking for some Malaysian chick, which looks so sweet and 'ayu' in the tight kebaya... Just like MAS air stewardess.

Wah.... so damm sweet and 'ayu'....

But, when I saw the first batch of photos on the girls…. I was shocked to see such a small production house can produce such a good reality series…. And thank goodness, they make it online…. I think they does do a quality series with such a limited budget and also man-power.... Thanks to Kenny Sia which brought up that this production is a small scale compare to America's Next Top Model, no matter how low-grade is this series, i definitely appreciate the effort of those who worked hard behind the series... Kudos guys.... BTW, the photographs are great... is just there are something wrong with some of the models....

Malaysian Dreamgirls.... so damm rock and sexy.... not anymore sweet and 'ayu' Malaysian Dreamgirls

Well, MDG is like Malaysian Idol, all is about popularity thru SMS....Well, this way of choosing the winner is really realistic but not practical…. Come on…. You lost all the talented and suitable girls…jus because that girls are not popular because she is damm quite or because she is damm nice....

Look at those 12 girls picts…. See it for yourself… if u haven’t watch the series,… and even if u have…. Erase the image u have on them especially bout their personality… even you know… how bitchy, how ah lian.... how introvert…. How lousy is her English…… don’t judge from the series…. Judge from these pictures….

The question is

WHO DO U WANT AS YOUR MALAYSIAN DREAMGIRL?????

1. Adeline

2. Alison

3. Cyndi

4. Eyna

5. Fiqa

6. Hanis


7. Jay


8. Jean

9. Nadia
10. Natasha

11. Ringo

12. Valerie


However, as I watched the series episode by episode till Eyna voted out…. I told myself… That’s it…. Is definitely waste of my time and effort…. i want to throw out already....This reality series is not looking for MDG…. It is looking for Malaysia Most Popular Girls….

And the reason, why Ringo, Cyndi and Hanis got the highest vote because they have people out there voting for them… I bet those people spent on their credit and make sure their gf, their friend, their ex-gf, their daughter, their niece, their sister or their favourite blogger will win the contest….

Come on, if my sister is in the series, I’ll definitely top up my credits triple time and send my vote to my sister… or make sure my friends,my sister’s friend, my uncles, my aunties, my popo, my gong gong….vote for her…..so I can get my sister’s Honda City when she wins the Nissan Latio… and also extra allowance from her for working so hard to make sure her popularity increase……

Hello.... People out there... vote la properly... Just like you vote for ELECTION 2008...... Be mature....

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Malaysian Dreamgirl sucks if......

MY TULAN SCALE



For the past few months, i have been watching Malaysian Dreamgirl till my cousin suspected my gender preference..... Thanks to Kenny Sia, who is a lousy but chubby judge..... Oh god.... I just dunno what do the production team have in mind when they decide to put Kenny Sia as one of the judge??? Are they looking for some radio forecast commenter???? Kenny sia is a clown in there..

I still remember when i watched the audition when Cyndi walked in with her red, sexy bareback halter neck, that looked like those Ah Lians dancers during the Po Tor celebration during the Seventh Month of Chinese Calendar.....

When Cindy walks in.... Kenny goes " Wow... Wow.... Wow... I like this.... And Cindy smiled at him again.... and Kenny goes like this " Wow..... I like this..... Wow.... " *Nose bleeds*

Kenny Sia's comment is really suck.... i think he better create his own 'Kenny Sia's Dreamgirl....' so no one bother to know what he thinks.... This is wat he said in Kenny's Challenge in Episode 3 Part 3

"Ringo, I actually love ur walk, I think is pretty well done. I like the way you accessories… ur "accessories" your outfit especially the ahh… the Bebe outfit as well as the evening wear. I think is pretty well done."

"Nadia, I think I see that coming from you. You are very very well done. You did a fantastic fabulous job out there.. you completely you completely rock. I’m very impress there."

"Jay, that was one of the best walks I have seen… in a long time.. you did I think you did a pretty good job there"

"Hanis, did i expect tat coming from you as well… it was pretty good…. i… i…. errmmm.. good good comments to say bout you… you , you ah,… I jus have no idea that will come from you at all.. that was completely unexpected, and you came out and you did the walk.. and you impressed the viewers… the guests… I think that’s when I said hey this girl there is something there"

"Cindy.. well. Cyndi ermmm..I think you got your choreography all wrong.. the walk was robotic… and … err… and…when you suppose to u turn back instead of posing at the end… you walk straight out to the staircase..which I think was ridiculous."

"Adeline, your walk was good…. Err… actually what I like more was actually your outfit more than your walk… so your outfit, the way you put it together, I’m impressed… but the walk was…was kinda average to me"
P/S: Kenny, if you are reading this.... you face is really ka na sai in da show..... Bet you were nervous like sai... cause you keep repeating "pretty good.... pretty well done".... over and over again.... Why can't you said excellent... great... and best...???? oooo.... I know why.... cause the standard of MDG has been going down to drain ever since some of the best candidates left...... the best scale keep decreasing as the increase expenditure of my tulanness..... Can't blame for being speechless in that episode... BUT THE BEST THING IN YOUR SPEECH IS YOUR COMMENT OVER CYNDI.... Over her being robotic and come on.... she forgot her choreogrpahy... Kakakakaka.....Bet in your heart, you were cursing yourself for falling into her trap during the audition.... kakakakakakaka.... But.... I confused one thing leh...... you spoke length bout Hanis... at the end.. you didn't choose her as a winner... Why leh??? Can't make up your mind... Now, the competition should get easier to pick... cause out of those six girls.... i can only see Jay as the top choice... Maybe the ever-garang with flat-chest Nadiala.......

Ok Ok... i have nothing against Kenny Sia... In fact, i always a big fan of him... i always is his silent reader of his blog.... since i read his post on the 'Lui Cha' rice in Kuching...... after that i become a big fan of 'Lui Cha' rice.....And the best thing is his chubby face.... and the likeness scale increase after i saw him in The Cleo 50 Most Eligible Bachelors ......

Well, today my tulanness scale has increase again.... right after i watched the latest episode of Malaysian Dreamgirl.... Lucky thing, the production team has decided to bring back Jay..... Cause they know if Jay left... MDG is nothing.... Is really nothing... All the girls who have the potential to be MDG has being voted out.... Reason??? BEcause they can't communicate....... Aiyo actually not Malaysian Dream Girl... more like Malaysia's Next Top Model....

Last but not least....
MALAYSIAN DREAMGIRL SUCKS IF JAY IS OUT OF THE COMPETITION........

Alright..... If any of you here out there does not know what is going on here..... Is ok is ok.....Wait till for the next post.......

Thursday, April 17, 2008

FATTY DUCK RICE, SS2

Hey friends and family members....

VOTE FOR MY DAD'S DUCK RICE SHOP..

SS2 FATTY DUCK RICE AT MALAYSIA MOST WANTED

Here is the link

http://food.malaysiamostwanted.com/venues/restoran-okay-ss2-petaling-jaya



Thanks....

Sunday, April 13, 2008

My dad's shop on STREET DIRECTORY

I just loved STREET DIRECTORY.... because they provide me extensive and latest maps... I just need maps... especially when i go to a place i never know.... Street Directory is the one that provide me those free maps, so, i dun have to spend 20 bucks to buy a KL-PJ map.... And the best thing bout it, Street Directory helps me to zoom into the place i want to go, so i have a clearer view of the place i want to go... Wah... so nice.... for a lazy bum like me... Street Directory is a place for me...

Besides tat, i love Street Directory for their tips and suggestions on issues such as travels, foods and other things.... The writer provides info on the tourist places in Malaysia, Singapore and even Indonesia. The other day, i planned to go Singapore... but i just dun like to go without doing any research... thus, i went to street directory and find places i wanna go... and they give me extensive details of the place... from the entrance fees and also suggestions on places worth to go...

HOWEVER, TODAY I FALL IN LOVE WITH STREET DIRECTORY BECAUSE THEY PUT MY DADDY'S SHOP INTO THEIR FOOD REVIEW.... WAH... NOW MY DADDY IS FAMOUS LEH... PEOPLE FROM SINGAPORE AND INDONESIA NOW CAN KNOW BOUT MY DADDY LEH...... MAN.... SO KENG....

CHECK OUT THEIR COMMENT here

Besides Street Directory, infamous blogger KY also blogged bout my dad's shop... OMG.... KY livs near my dad's shop..... You are great KY..... Thanks...

Check it out at KY Speaks....


Wah.... Now i'm hungry and miss my dad's duck rice....

I WANT FATTY DUCK RICE.........