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This journey is incredibly humbling for me.

From being wounded and not knowing which way is up and wondering whether or not i could be ALIVE or not and at the same time, finding new MEANING in my new life in this FOREIGN place.....It's been an AMAZING journey

I am a daughter, sister, dog-owner and friend.

Currently, i am learning to train my mind and body. I want to hold my body, challenge my physical ability to a level i could never imagine.

I definitely have learn to stop letting these people who do so little for me in my life but control so much of my mind, feeling and emotions.

Learning to let them go from my life is definitely one of the best achievement i ever done to myself.

Goodbye my friends.... Hope when we meet again, we are once strangers again.

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

My flashback during primary school....

When we are young, my bro and sis and me love this game... where we lean on each other....


When I was young, I grew up watching transformer, thundercats, mickey mouse, power rangers and bugs bunny with my little brother………. And also having nice time hitting and biting each other over the remote control…….

And then, I was taught to brush my teeth during recess during primary school…. I still remember the time where I was holding my blue plastic cup, I lined up along with my classmates side by side and squeezed general amount of Colgate into my new small toothbrush…. (I jus luv COLGATE)…. And then , together with my fellow classmates, we brushed our teeth in front of the big ‘longkang aka drain’ and…. Rinsed our mouth……


We tend to depends on our papa and mama for guidance...


And then, we lined up for the dentists to check our teeth… some of my friends, came out telling us proudly that they are not afraid but ended up peeing in their skirts… … Some came out crying with cotton in their mouth…. And told us the tooth fairy looks ugly in white robe….. and some just refused to go into the small room, causing lots of screaming and shouting…..


Then we acted macho in cute way to get things we wan....


And then, or ‘program susu’, where you’ll see cartons of chocolate milk was given out by teachers… and everybody was anticipating for their turn to cherish the offers……

And, the teachers, Mrs. Ling, Cik Norlina…. who would punish us using yellow ruler… the 1 metre long ruler we used to create line on our blackboard…. SMACK….. on our palms…. Buttocks…. OUCH…. I just can’t forget the moment the ruler touched my skin of my left
palm…..


We tend to be very mischievous innocently


And also not to forget the moment, when we squeezed ourselves to buy keropok udang, mihun soup and coca cola…. And then the prefects aka annoying bitches will tell you how to line up…. EXCUSE ME…. I’m hungry here, ok…..

Besides canteen foods, I also do remember the ice-cream man who was waiting outside after school…. 2 scoops or chocolate ice-cream with a dash of chocolate rice…. Yummy for just 50 cent….. and not to forget, mamee… ding dang…… with toys inside…. TI KAM….


We are curious bout lots of stuffs surrounding us....


And also our guli moments, batu seremban, ice-cream sticks, One Two Three Pepsi Cola…. Kerja Kerja….. collecting stickers, erasers….. folding stars and also make key chain from ribbons. and also admiring Jonathon Brandon in Seaquest… (I just found out, this cutie killed himself)…..

And certain periods, I’ll see some prefects (little girl with their brown uniforms, annoying bitches), will checked our bags and confiscated out stickers book collection, different type of hair clips, and also chewing gum….. I hate those bitches, who make me buy stickers books all the time……


We laugh without border.....


This little remark is definitely a flashback for me after I read a forward mail in friendster…… I also have the same childhoood… what about you?????

Saturday, December 29, 2007

Happy New Year

Today is no special day and I have no particular reason for writing to you....

I have no news to tell you....

nor any problems to discuss with you....
N0 gossip to tell you...

It's only one of those happy moments...

when I thought of you...
and I would like to share these thoughts with you...

MANY SMILES BEGIN BECAUSE OF ANOTHER SMILE...

Life has been really good in 2007...

And now the 2008 has come.... the prosperity year....

Therefore, i wanna wish all of you have a wonderful year ahead you....

May love, peace, happiness and smile follow you guys up and down....

Making you feeling super blur....




Stand together despite the differences


Relax to prepare for the next adventure


Begin your day with a big grin


Act cute.... and be cute...


Think whose back you wanna depend on


Don't be nasty.... but be naughty....


Relax and be difference...

Don't be angry....


Happy New Year..... i'm gonna miss you guys....

Friday, December 14, 2007

The 10 best things ever happened to me in year 2007

Dear friends and family,

There is less than one month we will begin a new year... in fact, for Chinese community, is indeed a lucky and prosperous year. Therefore, in this few weeks before the year 2007 end, i would like to recall back the 10 best things happened to me in the year of 2007

THE BEST THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO ME IN 2007

1) I went to Kuching Umum Hospital for my final year posting


2) I ate the sago worm, the worm we bought from Serikin, border of Kalimantan and Sarawak.


3) Went all the way to Kudat alone to teach English to Banggi Island children

4) Underwent the idiotic BTN and Induksi with friends back in college successfully


5) Graduated from College of Allied Health Sciences


6) Transformed into a physiotherapist


7) Attended my first Deaf's wedding...


8) My first nominated essay and judged my MarinaM and Jeff Ooi (Though i didn't win the cash, but i gain an experience as a writer and gain many new friends)

http://thecicak.com/?page_id=307

9)Attended the 2nd Congress of Association of Southeast Asian Pain Societies


10) Underwent the excision of the sebaceous cyst behind my ear.....

Now you see

Now you don't

This year is definitely a fruitful year... is my transition year, where i gained new friends, lost old friends, rekindle friendship thru FACEBOOK... and the best thing is changing status from student to worker..... kinda not use to it... but hope can do better in coming years...

In here, i wanna wish all of you have a wonderful celebration of New Year... and may your life ahead you filled with peace, love, and lots happiness....


Tuesday, December 11, 2007

What will you notice if you are in the a taxi in KL???

Life is really good when i returned back to KL... Besides knowing that now taxi man in KL also do the haggling price over a destination like in Ipoh and Penang, i also noticed they have one thing in common, which is the sign as below....

According to Uncle Chan, the reason the sign is there because of some funny cutie incident happened in his taxi several weeks ago, where he got the shock of his life when he saw two guys, of course through his rear mirror, mooching away as though the taxi is their father one and uncle Chan is their damn god driver..... KEKEKEKEKE..... Whoever you are, stop giving Uncle Chan heart attack, as he already has atrial fibrillation seeing both u guys smooching away with each other..... go find corner lots at Chow Kit....
Poor Uncle Chan, stuck in traffic light and listen to idiots smooching... Muak... Muak.... Muak....

Sunday, December 2, 2007

Face book turns my blog from blogspot into My NOTES!!!!!

Da Innocent Witch Diary

For the last two weeks, i always checked my Facebook leh... why leh??? Cause i wanna see who hugged me, who gave me sidekick... how many Xmas present i received... Aiyo... i so big gurl, never receive so many Xmas presents, the first time i received so many presents was during my primary school back in Assunta where my friends and me had this habit of exchanging Xmas gifts... my friends are me , Rowena, Wei Wei, Grace and Doris.... Rowena and Wei Wei still got contact after so long i left Assunta as i braved myself to transform from ASSUNTARIAN into
SRI AMANIAN.......

My blog from blogspot............turns into....

I also wanna see how much my hatching eggs have grown into a bird??? dog??? penguin????Anything la... and then, i wanna see recommendation of good foods in KL... thought i stuck in Ipoh, the food haven, but still KL also a food haven... you know... if u look thoroughly... you'll find there is one stew or someone called braised duck rice stall in OK restaurant in SS2, Hmmmm... yummy.... yummy....(Trying to save some advertisement fee for my dad).....


Turns into my notes in Facebook...

Anyway, back to the gifts and Facebook..... I just love the meaning of receiving gifts without people spending money to tell them they remember and miss you.... but of course... boy friend is one of the person out of this category la... u mus spend lots lots money to shower your darling with luv,... u know.....while for Facebook, Aiyo.... thanks to Maggie for her teaching to put my blog... into Facebook.... make my life so easy... good good.... :)

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Today i'm bored.....

17 Nov 2007.... Aunt's house...
Today i'm alone in the house.... all this while, also like this..... all alone in a house in Ipoh... i just can't find anywhere i can go alone in Ipoh..... Of course, i'm the anti-social type.... i remembered a friend commmented me as the anti-social, snobbish bitch....
And today again.... i'm all alone... watching "Heart of Greed"...... And then fall in love with Raymond.... Ahhh.... so handsome lawyer..... but he died...... then, my emotion goes down to floor again.... because it reminds me of the past.....
Seung Joi Sum.... has to undergo the same tremor as i'm..... aiyo..... Darn.... seeing Seung Joi Sum is going through the same process as before... Wow.... what an impact??? I'm wondering here when will this emotion leave me???????

Saturday, November 10, 2007

The Sungai Buloh Leprosy Settlement.

I had the best view from my room back in hostel..... tat's the peaceful leprosy centre from my room....


Today, I read my The Star Weekender "Reduce to Rubble” written by Shoba Mano, As mentioned in the article, Uncle Ratan passed away early this year, and this really gives me a spam of heartfelt as I know this uncle.... Not that well, but in my memory, I know as the multi-lingual cheerful uncle which rode his “Kap Chai” around the settlement, the first time, I met him, he spoke with me in Canto…. It gives me hell of shocked…. Deep down in my heart, I was telling myself, luckily I didn’t badmouth anybody in Canto, or else he’ll understand what I said…. Hahaha…. He was the man that offered the settlement "Balai Raya" with badminton court and ping pong ball facilities to us. He was the man that introduces Leprosy Settlement to me. Uncle Ratan is one of the person in-charge of the Leprosy Settlement..... He looks after the place.......... So, he knows many many things......
Sometimes you should not trust you ear so much till you see it with your own eyes..... This proverb is suitable for people who have heard bout the Sungai Buloh Leprosy Settlement but never set a foot in it. Please do believe half of the story. Story such as the ugly, deformed people will still infect you with the leprosy virus and this people can’t walk and will beg u to give them money and feed them, the stigma goes on and on.... these are all BULL SHIT!!!!!! Uncle Ratan looks so healthy and still goes around with his “Kap Chai”. And some Leprosy patients have their own beautiful flowers farms and they are earning income independently.
The blend of nature and man-made history.....

I’m one of the pioneer students of Physio College who moves into the newly-built hostel and college of KSKB, which situated in Sungai Buloh, and right below my hostel is the Sungai Buloh Leprosy Settlement. I just love the place. You want to know why, because that is where the Physio students spent their time as there are just not enough place for few thousands students in the hostel to play sport and have gathering without others people keep nosing at our business. The Sungai Buloh Leprosy Settlement provides us the one and only basketball court, badminton court, ping pong tables, jogging track.... and last but not least.... the beautiful scenery with hills of beautiful trees as our back drop... and non-polluted fresh air as the oxygen supply. And the only thing we need to do is just climb down the slop of the hill, trespass a nursery and then, VOILA…. Drop by and drink cooling yet cheap coconut drink….. Yummy… and then…. Roll our basketball……

Today, this Leprosy Centre is only left in my memory......


And today, the demolishment of the settlement has done, I just feel is definitely waste of money and also the person who decide to demolish the settlement has jus insulted and history-maker site and ended a history of the brave Malaysians who no matter what happened to them, they still move on with their life, and successfully bring out the stigma from them and set their own identity in this small community. This also make Malaysia has poorer sense of preserving our own legacy and identity. WHERE IS THE SEMANGAT MALAYSIA BOLEH in this issue?????? Malaysian today who has not experience the past, will not understand the importance of certain things in advancing their future. So, MALAYSIA BOLEH is only useful in international arena???? That’s rather ironic to hear…..

“Use your eyes, when your ears only can understand 50%”

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Durian feast with family in Sauk.....

My family and I are crazy about durian.... Few months back, my family drove all the way back to my aunt's house in Sauk... a small town near Kuala Kangsar... My aunt told us that she left a bunch of fresh durian from her friend's orchard..... And Yummy.... the feast is about to start..... can u imagine... yummy rich-flavoured yellowish flesh melts in your mouth, blended with saliva... and slowly moves down to your gastro...... and the last moment, licking each finger..... yummy.........My bro attempted to open the durian.... slowly..... man.... u didn't stable the durian........That's.... Little Joe..... U got to stable the durian this way... Whole it properly.......Aiyo....... holding the cloth also..... Useless... spoilt urban brats.... the hand's flesh so darn thin..... U got to do this way..... Open it..... with both hands... show ur biceps!!!!!! Here comes the yummy..... flesh........ I jus love it......
Or...... you use this way..... to open it.... your whole body weight..........
Dun worry.... come out baby...... yummy.....My mom and dad are so crazy with it.... Husband and Wife team.... Attacking the durians....I just can't allow sharing the durian.... with u..... i want it all..... My brother is so drunk with his durian..... This is one good species man.... fat, fleshy, smell strong.... goood...... yummy....
Lickin' finger goods... durians.... maniac.....
Let go the durian seed.... there is no more flesh already...... let it go......

That's the ending of the durian life..........