Zarith left us.....

Zarith,

How could you leave....????

How could you think of leaving us and go after the photostat machine in Buntong....???

How could you leave all the photostat and despatch to Mr. K????

How could you leave us when everyone is waiting for you to play bowling here....

And the worst is

Before you leave, how could you belanja me this??? Don't you forget bout my diet?????

And make Pn. S be the promo girl for your pizza... What a temptation....!!!!

!@#$%^&*()@#$%^&*()@#$%^&*()#$%^&*()#$%^&*()

And make all the Nurs' to work hard to prepare for your farewell....

BTW, I'm the nur of the watermelon.....kekekekeke but i'm not the one who cut... I only bought from tesco....

And what would Cik F does without you in the department???

When you two eat together????

She served you Pepsi...

And then, you turned your back to her....

And leave her alone.....

But never mind, Mr. Zarith.... i have a good feeling that you will come back... my sixth sense told me tat... and also good blessing from Kak Mon.....

By the way, have i ever told you my sixth never works????

Notices: Above is a fiction between Mr. Z and Cik F created by me..... Is not true in real life..... So don't get too sensitive over it k????

My Yoga Session....

I need to attend this session to de-stress.....

And that's not me.... I wish i could be that thin.....

Is your birthday...

Hi.....

Is your birthday..... But I guess there will be no celebration again for this year... exactly 8 years.....

8 years of no celebration....

8 years of silent wishes...

8 years of tormenting moments....

8 years of torturing memory....

That's my 8 years....

" What's yours????

How are you doing for these past 8 years????

Are you doing well??? "

Sometimes, i wish i succumb into  amnesia so i never have this unanswered thoughts....

Sometimes, i wish i never knew you, so i don't have to this silent wishes linger in my mind.....

Sometimes, i wish i never meet you so i don't have flashbacks of all the tormenting moments we had together....

Sometimes, i wish we never meet so i never have this torturing memory.....

Sometimes, i wish I'm the one who leave first......

Endless...

S. L

The day I collected my IKEA vouchers...

Thanks to you all who voted for me in the IKEA Go Clean Your Room Contest 2009.....

I won the grand prize which is the RM 5000 cash vouchers, yes.... is just cash vouchers not cash... so,please stop ask me for lunches or dinner... but of course, if pay day here, i wouldn't mind to belanja some snow beer... Yes, WL and J, you two hear this.... FREE SNOW BEER and ONLY IN IPOH NOT PUCHONG.... K???????

And Eric won't come to my house to makeover my house....

Well, i met Shireen from IKEA.....and finally she presented me the vouchers..... and thanks to IKEA my mom got her new dining chairs.... and my sister got her new bed frame...

Here is me and Shireen.... my cousin called me the fat evil witch in this picture......

MY MESSY ROOM IS THE WINNER....

OMG.... I'm serious here... I'm so shocked.... I can't believe it....

Look what I found when i was checking out who is the winner of the IKEA GO CLEAN YOUR ROOM CONTEST 2009....

I saw this room.... look so familiar!!!!!

I told my colleague.... it looks like my room..... Then he said, yeah... look like your ugly messy room.....*rolled my eyes*

Then, we click again...

OMG!!!!! I SAW MY NAME!!!!!!!!!!!!! IS MY UGLY MESSY ROOM....

YAHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally, i won!!!!!!! But, i didn't get the makeover service as my boss thought ERIC ... the guy from some interior design program will come to my house to makeover my room... NO..... i know i should join that.... But never mind...

Because i got RM 5 000 CASH VOUCHERS!!!!!!!

Therefore,

My messy room helps my mom getting extra 10 dining chairs, my brother will get a new wardrobe, my sister will get a new bed.... and my cousin who helped me will get a new bed as well.....

So, what do i get????

NOTHING..... MY BROTHER TOLD ME MY ROOM HAS ENOUGH....

Anyway, too bad i won is cash vouchers....... If i won cash!!!! We will feast in my room... only in my room!!!!!!!!

And guess what... some of my friends won the RM 50 cash vouchers.... so, please check out your name... as i only recognized half of the names... the others, i just don't know who..... So click here to find out.....

So, for the last time, take a peek over the final entry i sent...

BTW, i also want to acknowledge other contestants who also make this game interesting esp, Joseph Liew, owner of this blog...looks like this guy is in the entertainment line.... and LIEW LEE PING, the night before the vote stop, her votes keep coming up... also make me sweat and had sleepless night.... And you guys who haven't see their entry, feel free to go here and see their entry.....

And of course, not to forget the official blogger of the IKEA GO CLEAN YOUR ROOM CONTEST 2009, CHEESIE... for her publicity...feel free to visit her blog here for more tips on traveling... or how to store your make-up... By the way, girl, I'm getting the KOMPLEMENT too... so, it drives to me to have my own lipsticks collection too...

Thank you letter for you all...

Me,

Pt Dept of General Hospital of H*%L,

743832 The state of Food Heaven,

Malaysia. 13 JULY 2009

ACKNOWLEDGMENT FOR YOUR HELP AND HARD WORK.

Dear Sir/Madam,

Refer to as above.

2. ME, would like to sincerely thank you for voting for me in the IKEA GO CLEAN YOUR ROOM 2009 CONTEST, whether in the preliminary round or grand final.

3. Me, would also want to acknowledge who was there to extend their hands when I was begging for help. And please beware that there was no priority given according to the list as below. All of them gave me their hands when i asked.... SAYANG YOU ALL....

• YOU.... yes.... YOU.... whether you received notifications through Facebook, email or words of mouths, directly from me or indirectly from my friends and family members... thank you for voting for me....and of course your moral support and wish for me.... this is all you can do.... each vote is very meaningful for me....
• ME's Cousin, MR TYZONG and his lovely but with weird hairstyle girlfriend, Ms. CIL, for tweeting and blogging bout it and getting their friends and family members' ic and voted for me.....
• Ms. Yvonne Foong, for blogging bout it when she found out that my votes were not catching up, so her friends knew the existence of this messy room and willing to vote for me...BTW, Yvonne is a Neurofibromatosis sufferer, she is advocating and self-fundraising her own medical fee, please help her there... whether you want to donate to her medical fund, buy her book, yes... she wrote her own books, or get something from her online shop.... all this can help her...
• Ms. CL and MR. NEM,though we are far apart and separated by the sea.... you guys still make an effort to look for people to vote for me from Sarawak and Sabah
• Ms. JT, who is waiting for her posting in any ulu hospital she can get.... and looking for things to do, so she offered and look for more people from her friends and family members....
• Ms. JCTang, despite been busy cam-whoring in her food-preparation lab for her dietician course, she offered to get her friends to vote for me.....
• MS KAL, my sista in KL for getting her friends to vote her this weird sista..... and also getting my uncles and aunties and my parents' IC number to vote for me.... btw, she is still single!!!! *wink*
• Mrs. Kim Ng, best known as the drop-dead gorgeous KIM ONG but now is KIM NG, for tweeting and shouting it in her facebook, despite we have not meet in person or we probably known each other less than 3 months.....
• MR. TT, who said he cannot tahan my email and my pledge and my campaign, and finally add a link his his facebook to promote my pledge.....
• Mr. PhilipLoh, despite we never meet, he offered extensive help and also moral support in facebook....

4. THOUGH THE RESULT IS NOT OUT, WHETHER I WIN OR NOT WIN THE GRAND FINAL, IT DOES NOT MATTER ALREADY BECAUSE I HAD TRIED MY BEST AND I ALSO LEARNT A LESSON, DON'T GET MYSELF INTO TROUBLE IN JOINING THE VOTING-BASED CONTEST....

5. LAST BUT NOT LEAST, THANK YOU.....WHO AM I TO YOU GUYS FOR MAKING THE FURTHER STEP TO ME.... IF IN FUTURE YOU NEED HELP, PLEASE DO NOT HESITATE TO FB, EMAIL OR MSN ME....k???

BERKHIDMAT UNTUK NEGARA

YANG BENAR,

ME

p/s: this is computer-generated, there it does not need any signature......

2nd day of 2009 New Year Countdown in Hatyai...

Well, do you know what do Bak Kut Teh and Dim Sum have in common in Hatyai????

Well, folks in Hatyai line up early morning for breakfast...

Well, the shop I went here is rather different... the way they serve dim sum is rather different.....

First you got to find a place to sit...

And cam-whore at the same time....

Once you got your table, remember your table no. and walk towards the ice box which filled with un-cooked dim sum

Be aggressive and push everybody away, so you are in front of the box...

Pick your dim sum

and tell the person your table no....

And then, wait for the dim sum to cook....

Wait and cam-whore at the same time....

More cam-whoring session

Continue with cam-whoring till we are bored....

Finally.... the dim sum are cooked...

More dim sum....

More dim sum.... WARNING: NON-HALAL's food visual......

And then, here comes the Bak Kut Teh

And then, we end the session with a bloated tummy and a big wide smile...

When, we left, we took a glance back.... the stove still filled with more dim sum...

So, where is this place???

I'm sorry i lost track of the name of restaurant cause it was way too long since i go there... just look for this sign board la...

I'm a Physiotherapist but am I the evidence-based practice physiotherapist??????

As a physiotherapy trainee and a person who had knee injury due to sport, I believe healing is not about seeing the best doctor or has the best medicine. During my initial injury, I received acupuncture treatment and herbal treatment.

But, I learn that herbal treatment is not suitable for acute stage in soft tissue injury. My lecturer explained that Chinese herbs are not a suitable treatment because it induces heat into the tissues and cause accumulation of fluids, thus edema occurs. But, I was not satisfied with her answer as I, myself, who had injury and herbs treatment worked for me. Thus, I went to ask my acupuncturist. He said the herbal treatment won’t work without the acupuncture because the acupuncture allowed the blocked chi to flow and the herbal treatment allowed the Chi to flow faster. And I was thinking heat is not suitable in physiotherapy as it accelerates the fluids movement but it didn’t create a path for the fluid to flow, that’s why edema occurs if heat is given for acute injury. Finally, my knee healed without any aggressive invasion of modern medicine and there is no edema but the knee is unstable and I had to stop my Tae Kwan Do. My heart crashed and my life completely changed.

Well, in my opinion the rate of healing of the wound in my heart and spirit is much slower than the one in my knee. Therefore, even though my knee healed but I still felt as though I am not healing yet. Why is this happening? Why am I feeling this way? Then, I realized that healing is not about encourage healing in the flesh but also in the heart. When a person is injured, it not only affected the person physically but also emotionally and mentally. Therefore a holistic approach of rehabilitation is appropriate in healing a person. A wound may heal completely, but can a heart heal completely as well?

Therefore, natural process comes in. Firstly, there will be inflammation stage, where I feel pain, sadness, angry at myself and refuse to calm and rationalize with yourself about your injury and refused to accept my injury. Then, follow with granulation stage where, friends and family will give advices and unconditional support to me. They make sure that my emotion is laid properly and my mind won’t go hay-wired. Layer by layer of love and care, finally, my wound is ready to heal completely and my emotion is stable and mental is strong.

Lastly, in the remodeling stage, this is the important stage because any improper healing can cause a scar which can cause more problems. In this stage, I rationalize with myself and remodel my thinking and perceptions, how I should accept my injury and make the best of it. And I slowly build up my confidence and learn how to prevent future injury and learn to take care of myself. This is the natural healing which I think is the best for me.