Way back to Love by Hugh Grant and Haley Bennet

Title: Way back to Love

Singers: Hugh Grant and Haley Bennet

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

What If I'm A Russian Spy

Have you ever think you as a spy?

I always have this imagination that I'm a Russian Spy, which in reality, I'm Physiotherapist in a small hospital in Perak, but in fact, I'm a Russian Spy, I secretly underwent vigorous training with Russian Army few years back... before i was placed in Ipoh Hospital..... I was given a secret mission by Mother Russia

So, what is my mission in Ipoh Hospital????

Well, actually the mission is not in the Ipoh Hospital.......

Poor car

Few days ago, Ipoh had this storm coming to us….. Luckily i was still working, but inside my department i can hear the flying rooftop…. right after work, we drove back, and we passed by the maternity building, and right behind the ward 24 and 23, i saw this…

Wow…. really pity the cars that were parked there…

I heard you can’t claim from insurance due to natural disaster!!!

I want to be The Sorcerer’s Apprentice

After i watched Harry Potter and the saga, i always have this illusions that i wish I'm Hermione. I want to be the first human with special magic power…..

When i was writing my thesis, i wish i can take my wand and make it write all the thesis for me.

When i was attending my class, i wish i can fast forward the time, so the class it ends fast.

But last week, i have a friend, though we are not close, but we do knew each other. Every time we met, we’ll sure give each other a bear hug. And this girl is someone i love and hate her at the same time. I don’t really like her because this girl is someone that is difficult to understand her. If people doesn’t know her, they will think this girl is so manja, cocky and annoying. But if people know her, she is just the way she is.

However, one day i received a facebook chat from a friend all the that Sharm just left us….. then…..

Few days later, i received an email with attachment as below…

According to the news, they said Sharm’s car flew off from the road, and hit the pillar 10 feet from ground!!!!!!

And the steering just collapsed on her head….. And as you can see her car was smashed into few pieces….

According to my friend, Sharm left her office in JB for her hometown in Melaka. In fact, someone stated that she did SMSed one of her friend that she was sleepy…

I still remember i met Sharm one month ago, i feel a pinch of regret for her loss now….

THEREFORE, WHEN I HEARD SHARM LEFT US, I WISH I’M SORCERER’S APPRENTICE SO I CAN TURN BACK HER TIME AND TOLD HER TO REST BEFORE HER JOURNEY…….

AS A SORCERER’S APPRENTICE I WISH I CAN FREEZE THE MOMENT SHE HAD THE ACCIDENT, SO I CAN SAVE HER BEFORE HER CAR CLASHED THE PILLAR.

AS A SORCERER’S APPRENTICE, I WISH I CAN FORSEE THIS INCIDENT WOULD HAPPENED, SO I CAN CALL SHARM DON’T GO…..

REST IN PEACE, SHARM…. YOU WILL BE MISSED!!!!!!!

Guess what is this new thing?

I went to Jusco that day for grocery shopping… While i was queuing up for payment, i saw this

I was thinking why they display ‘condom’ in such a open space and in large amount!!!!!

Take a nearer look and see whether is condom or not?

I wonder what is COBALT flavor taste like?????

My Mind is the Scene of the Crime

I always wanna keep my mind with this secret..... And i always wanna silenced this secret and forget it forever.... I hope it never appear again in my mind.... But every time when July is here, i feel I'm flash backing to 10 years ago.... life is like 18 years old all over again....

When i was 18 years old, i fell in love with a friend...... when all my friends left for study oversea... i was left all alone here... i had a good friend.... and we knew each other that we had this puppy love feeling..... I knew one day it'll develop into something if we move on.... But he was suppose to go oversea to study.... his parents have high expectation on him.... But he refused to go.... stated that he has his own reason..... But i secretly knew that is something about love.....

My Water Moments – July Rain and July Wave

When the rain drizzles along the hallway, i always feel sad and torturous…..

Raining season reminds me of someone…. A person i lost long long time ago…. Therefore, tears linger down my cheeks naturally…

I’m ‘bonk’!!!!

I always think cleanliness is a food stall is vary… i wouldn’t mind to eat at the mamak stall by the roadside… and I wouldn’t mind to walk into the rainforest, and have a taste of exotic worms like sago worm, which i had during my trip to Kuching…. What bout using my hands to eat during the sport meet as i do not have any spoon or fork…. I just love the tradition of using hand to eat our own roti canai, capati and tosai…. Don’t you think is more delicious and satisfying if you use hand to eat Malay rice????

I always goes to this chicken rice restaurant near my aunt’s house in Bercham…. Is one of my favorite place to go for dinner as i think Ipoh Chicken is healthy and nice to eat…. Plus, i can reduce the number of calories of the nights…

However, for the past one year, i stop going to this particular restaurant because this uncle who cut the chicken, happily puff his cigarettes  and cut the chicken at the same time. And when i order the chicken. He put his cigarettes away and without washing his hands, he took his knife and pick a drumstick using his bare hand…. and chomp chomp chomp the chicken… and voila, my dinner is ready….

You want the proof….

Still not happy…

I wonder how the girl had the cut to makan there???? When i took this picture, i already completely hate going to this particular restaurant….