Today i'm bored.....

17 Nov 2007.... Aunt's house...
Today i'm alone in the house.... all this while, also like this..... all alone in a house in Ipoh... i just can't find anywhere i can go alone in Ipoh..... Of course, i'm the anti-social type.... i remembered a friend commmented me as the anti-social, snobbish bitch....
And today again.... i'm all alone... watching "Heart of Greed"...... And then fall in love with Raymond.... Ahhh.... so handsome lawyer..... but he died...... then, my emotion goes down to floor again.... because it reminds me of the past.....
Seung Joi Sum.... has to undergo the same tremor as i'm..... aiyo..... Darn.... seeing Seung Joi Sum is going through the same process as before... Wow.... what an impact??? I'm wondering here when will this emotion leave me???????

The Sungai Buloh Leprosy Settlement.

I had the best view from my room back in hostel..... tat's the peaceful leprosy centre from my room....

Today, I read my The Star Weekender "Reduce to Rubble” written by Shoba Mano, As mentioned in the article, Uncle Ratan passed away early this year, and this really gives me a spam of heartfelt as I know this uncle.... Not that well, but in my memory, I know as the multi-lingual cheerful uncle which rode his “Kap Chai” around the settlement, the first time, I met him, he spoke with me in Canto…. It gives me hell of shocked…. Deep down in my heart, I was telling myself, luckily I didn’t badmouth anybody in Canto, or else he’ll understand what I said…. Hahaha…. He was the man that offered the settlement "Balai Raya" with badminton court and ping pong ball facilities to us. He was the man that introduces Leprosy Settlement to me. Uncle Ratan is one of the person in-charge of the Leprosy Settlement..... He looks after the place.......... So, he knows many many things......
Sometimes you should not trust you ear so much till you see it with your own eyes..... This proverb is suitable for people who have heard bout the Sungai Buloh Leprosy Settlement but never set a foot in it. Please do believe half of the story. Story such as the ugly, deformed people will still infect you with the leprosy virus and this people can’t walk and will beg u to give them money and feed them, the stigma goes on and on.... these are all BULL SHIT!!!!!! Uncle Ratan looks so healthy and still goes around with his “Kap Chai”. And some Leprosy patients have their own beautiful flowers farms and they are earning income independently.

The blend of nature and man-made history.....

I’m one of the pioneer students of Physio College who moves into the newly-built hostel and college of KSKB, which situated in Sungai Buloh, and right below my hostel is the Sungai Buloh Leprosy Settlement. I just love the place. You want to know why, because that is where the Physio students spent their time as there are just not enough place for few thousands students in the hostel to play sport and have gathering without others people keep nosing at our business. The Sungai Buloh Leprosy Settlement provides us the one and only basketball court, badminton court, ping pong tables, jogging track.... and last but not least.... the beautiful scenery with hills of beautiful trees as our back drop... and non-polluted fresh air as the oxygen supply. And the only thing we need to do is just climb down the slop of the hill, trespass a nursery and then, VOILA…. Drop by and drink cooling yet cheap coconut drink….. Yummy… and then…. Roll our basketball……

Today, this Leprosy Centre is only left in my memory......

And today, the demolishment of the settlement has done, I just feel is definitely waste of money and also the person who decide to demolish the settlement has jus insulted and history-maker site and ended a history of the brave Malaysians who no matter what happened to them, they still move on with their life, and successfully bring out the stigma from them and set their own identity in this small community. This also make Malaysia has poorer sense of preserving our own legacy and identity. WHERE IS THE SEMANGAT MALAYSIA BOLEH in this issue?????? Malaysian today who has not experience the past, will not understand the importance of certain things in advancing their future. So, MALAYSIA BOLEH is only useful in international arena???? That’s rather ironic to hear…..

“Use your eyes, when your ears only can understand 50%”

Durian feast with family in Sauk.....

My family and I are crazy about durian.... Few months back, my family drove all the way back to my aunt's house in Sauk... a small town near Kuala Kangsar... My aunt told us that she left a bunch of fresh durian from her friend's orchard..... And Yummy.... the feast is about to start..... can u imagine... yummy rich-flavoured yellowish flesh melts in your mouth, blended with saliva... and slowly moves down to your gastro...... and the last moment, licking each finger..... yummy.........My bro attempted to open the durian.... slowly..... man.... u didn't stable the durian........That's.... Little Joe..... U got to stable the durian this way... Whole it properly.......Aiyo....... holding the cloth also..... Useless... spoilt urban brats.... the hand's flesh so darn thin..... U got to do this way..... Open it..... with both hands... show ur biceps!!!!!! Here comes the yummy..... flesh........ I jus love it......

Or...... you use this way..... to open it.... your whole body weight..........

Dun worry.... come out baby...... yummy.....My mom and dad are so crazy with it.... Husband and Wife team.... Attacking the durians....I just can't allow sharing the durian.... with u..... i want it all..... My brother is so drunk with his durian..... This is one good species man.... fat, fleshy, smell strong.... goood...... yummy....

Lickin' finger goods... durians.... maniac.....

Let go the durian seed.... there is no more flesh already...... let it go......

That's the ending of the durian life..........

I have a lump over my periauricular......

When i was 8 years old, i lost my left earring when i was playing games with my friends in Assunta Primary. Well, days after the incidence, i have an infection over my left earlobe..... Soon, i have a small lump form over behind my earlobe. Over the years, i didn't know what it is.... so, i moved on with my life with it....

So, recently i decided to remove it after i went to pierce my ear after so many years of avoiding earrings. Few year back, every time i went to the flea market, i have to avoid earrings section as i know i don't have the chance to wear it ..... But, things change tremendously in Ipoh, i decided to pierce my ears again after waiting so many years........

My latest obsession over earrings.....

But right now, I'm looking forward to remove the lump behind my ear now.... And i was scheduled to have excision on last Tues, but last minute i defaulted the op in my gown because i suddenly have an vision of my scar behind my ear.... i feel very scare already.... so, i decided to see a plastic surgeon.... hopefully i can get a reasonable one....

The lump with me since 8 years old....

My mom said Informasi Polis in Astro is ridiculous.....

Well, i happened to be at home in Peejay.... and i happened to listen to the "Secret" soundtrack.... and happened to watch the small clip provided by the Police Enforcement in Astro Wah Lai Toi.... Normally you will see some information bout robbery, rape and stuffs... but today, i happened to watch the clip on "DIVORCE"..... What the heck of the police has to do with the divorce process of any couples???? And i happened to watch the clip with my mom... And i happened to listen to my mom said.....

Mom: Aiyo, what can the police do if the lady go report to them and said, my husband has a whore outside of there??? Will the police go and catch back the man and return to the lady??? Or will the police return her 20 and 30 +++ years of youth she spent on him????Ridiculous..... police.... so many thieves out there, so many little child got rape, also do nothing.... useless.......

Me: Aiyo... mom.... why are you blaming the the police if there are so many bad apples out there??? of course they do lousy work, but still is their work mah....

Mom: Aiyo.... waste of money onlylo....... 1/2 of the money sure turns into "kopi-lui" one.....

Me: Ma... you will get caught if u say that in public for insulting the force...

Mom: Do this place look like a public place to you??? (She pointed at the roofs and the four walls)

Me: !@#$%^&&^%$$#@!

KEROPOK LEKOR SESSIONS....

Have u ever eaten keropok lekor????,Please strip of the word Malaysian in ur nationality when u fill up any form if you haven't heard of it.,...

Keropok lekor is a type of well-known cracker made by mixing the fish ot prawn with sago flour... and then deep fried it....you will find two types ; one is the long and chewy, is known as keropok losong, and another one is thin and crispy is keropok keping.... my little Kingkong enjoyed the keropok keping cause he likes the soung of "Cruk" Crack" Crik"... when he explored the packet of keropok i bought for him every wednesday.....

So, on the day before i left the hostel of KSKB, i have my wonderful opportunity to have keropok session with my close friends in college.... and thanks to my room mate... Suriati Said as my raw keropok lekor supplier, who purposely brought back bag of raw and fresh keropok lekor from her howetown... but it turns into a not-so-fresh pale looking keropok after we kept it in the useful yet useless fridge in my hostel.... and with our equipments supply from Cik Kema and Ms. Su Nyut.... Carol... the cook, manageed to cook up the bag of keropok... while Zai managed to "walap" all the keropok into her gastrointestinal tract.... kekekeke.....

Here are the victimised process of Keropok Lekor.....

Fresh raw..... Keropok Lekor from Terengganu.... ready to be victimised by my friends...

More Keropok to be victimised into our GI tract...

Cholestrol.......... Transfat.... OH GOD.... is against my law of healthy diet..... Who care..... i dun give it a damm...

Would u buy the same stuffs outside if u see the "so-called-oil-absorbed-paper"?????? I think the paper was the THE STAR 08-07-2006...... Aiyo.. one year ago punya surat khabar jadi penyerap minyak untuk kita punya keropok lekor??????

The victimised keropok lekor...... Yummy.....

Victimised by two giants........ Cruel... Cruel... injustice towards the Keropok Lekor... We must punished them.......

Jay Chou's Secret......

Do you have a secret that you can't tell anyone?????
Today i wanna share with you a secret..... Secret by Jay Chou

This is a simple yet beautiful love story that revolves around the everlasting era of music background..... Through out the film you will see the beautiful architecture work of the 100 years old building, small house equipped with gramophone and piano.... then s small music store with multi-compilations of old records....then, you will see a beautiful scenery of seaside from a roof top..... and then pictures of Chopin and his lover.....

A high school student named Ye Xiang Lun(by Jay Chou), who transferred to Tamkang Secondary School, which happened his father Ye (Anthony Wong) is the headmistress. On the first day, he walks through the hundred years old building, which is the piano rooms with his classmate, Qin Yi (Sky) suddenly a mysterious piano solo draws his attention. He follows the song and found a girl, which is Xiao Yu (Kwai Lun-Mei), who was playing the score earlier in one of the old music room.Xiang Lun assumed Xiao Yu as one of his classmates, which always late for class..... He draws to her smile.... and he spends lots of time with her and become intimate friends.
One day he asked Xiao Yu "What is the melody you played the first day we met?".... Then Xiao Yu whispered "Is a secret that cannot be told"
Soon, they become closer to each other..... However, Xiao Yu seem to be very mysterious and always brushed off Xiang Lun's questions by saying it is a secret that cannot be told.....There is a scene where Xiang Lun collected 15 apples and put under his table because is the number of days Xiao Yu didn't come to school..... It was so cute yet romantic to see Xiang Lun carried all the apples with both of his hands and looking very blur at Xiao Yu.... Unfortunately, there was a misunderstanding when Xiao Yu saw Xiang Lun kissed Qin Yi she mysteriously disappear.... Xiang Lun tried to locate her..... but he realised things were getting weird especially the day he listened to his dad talking bout Xiao Yu, which is one his students during 1977...

It turned out that Xiao Yu is the girl that crossed from 20 years ago.... and the key that open the time door was by playing the piano piece "Secret" using the old grand piano in the old piano room.

"SECRETS"

Follow the notes upon a journey

At first sight marks one's destiny

Once the voyage comes to an end

Return lies within hasty key

According to Wikipedia, the interpretation to this words....

"Playing the notes will allow one to embark on a journey. The first person you see will be the one who will be able to see you to return to the present, play the piece quickly."

This movie really well-blended..... With the background setting, the choice of music... the piano battle using some old pieces of waltz.... the storyline is well-scripted.....In the movie, some of the excerpts are really meaningful.... especially when Xiang Lun and Xiao Yu was admiring the painting of Chopin and his lover. Xiang Lun was lamented that this lovers had eventually parted aways after being lovers for 10 years, however, Xiao Yu envied that the couple was able to spend 10 years together.... and then Xiang Lun added this period of ten years was the period when Chopin produced his most outstanding work....
And then, the best scenes are those piano sessions done by Mr. Jay Chou in this movie especially the "Piano Battle". There are also scene where Xiang Lun and Xiao Yu crossed hands and played, and the scene Xiang Lun played two pianos at the same time.... and there is one time where Xiang Lun played single-handedly on the piano behind him with his eyes close.

Yesterday was my daddy's birthday

Yesterday was 21st August 2007..... It was a very important day for me and my family.... it was my dad's birthday.... But, i were not by his side as i was working in Ipoh..... Initially, i remembered yesterday was his birthday as my phone alarmed me the event of the special day "DAD'S BIRTHDAY"...... But, i was busy clapping and vibrating my patient, so, no time to make call on the spot, so, i make a mental note to remind myself to call my dad and wish him happy birthday..... Patient after patient.... my mind slowly drifted to the work of the day, i totally did make 8 little cutie new born baby, cried....and gave me a hatred look with their innocent eyes..... i finally forgot bout my small mental note regarding my dad's birthday....
Mei smsed me tat she is going to watch Jay Chou's Secret...... but she is going to watch the 5pm show.... which is exactly the time of my office punch clock makes the train sound....... my work ended at 5pm..... So, since i'm going to watch alone... i make myself another mental note that i'm going to watch "Secret"..... Why???? because is acted by Jay Chou.... Directed by Jay Chou... and guess what.... the songs are composed by him..... wow.... tat's interesting.....
When i reached home after work, the big house is empty except Mimi... the little devil bitch...... keep barking at me as though i'm the thief..... anyway, i "ta pao" Assam laksa and tau fu hua.... had my meals in front of the idiot box... then, read little Potter book... then, stole the wireless line from the idiots next door...... and downloaded Lee Hom's Moon Light Child.... i jus love You Tube... long life You tube......
and finally i received a message
"Do You Know WHat Is Day Today" .... from Joe..... My little bro's english has gone from zero to negative 2.......
Woopss... i forgot bout my dad's birthday....
i replied and lied.... " i remember and will call him now.."
I dialed my dad's no... and make a mind whether wanna sing him a song or not.... should i sing.... should i not.... should i sing.... should i not.... finally when he picked up the phone... i said " happy birthday dad..... hope u have a wonderful life... and good health...." i'm such a coward..... ass hole coward who does not dare to sing for her dad on his birthday...... mayb i just don't have the heart....
Finally, i make another mental note "PLEASE SING FOR YOUR DAD ON HIS NEXT BIRTHDAY"

Maybe i jus need an extra brain like PDA or blackberry to remind me many things, to key in my mental notes.... but, i guess i jus need lots lots of hard disk space... if i really need to have one......

Small note for me ..... "IF YOU HAVE THE HEART, YOU WILL DO IT WELL"