When you thought.........

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one.

When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake for me and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life.

When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a prayer, and I knew there is a God I could always talk to and I learned to trust in God.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who had nothing and I learned that those who have something should give to those who don't.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me good night and I felt loved and safe.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you take care of our house and everyone in it and I learned we have to take care of what we are given.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw how you handled your responsibilities, even when you didn't feel good and I learned that I would have to be responsible when I grow up.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes and I learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's all right to cry.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared and I wanted to be everything that I could be.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I learned most of life's lessons that I need to know to be a good and productive person when I grow up.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked at you and wanted to say, "Thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking."


I really like what is going on with my life...... is like a roller coaster to me.... but, at the same time i really hate it because in some time, some part, some chapter of my life, i have to endure emotional and mental roller coaster which is making me really feeling down.....#

There is sometimes, i really feel like i have no friends, nobody like me, no pretty face, no sexy body and no life..... and this kind of feeling is pullling me really down to earth till i can't breath.....thus, writing this blog at this point of my life really bring me to the surface, gasp some feel fresh air with a positive mind that life can starts again with a new chapter.... thus, i'm trying to leave this chapter and starting a new chapter again in my life with the hope this chapter is not killing me but is making me stronger to move on with life.........

Hope you all like the words above.... do leave some message in my life chapter,.... happy to hear from you.......